Whatever.. Dre, just let it run Aiyyo turn the beat up a little bit Aiyyo.. this song is for anyone.. fuck it Just shut up and listen, aiyyo.. I sit back with this pack of Zig Zags and this bag of this weed it gives me the shit needed to be the most meanest MC on this -- on this Earth And since birth I've been cursed with this curse to just curse And just blurt this berserk and bizarre shit that works And it sells and it helps in itself to relieve all this tension dispensin these sentences Gettin this stress that's been eatin me recently off of this chest and I rest again peacefully (peacefully).. but at least have the decency in you to leave me alone, when you freaks see me out in the streets when I'm eatin or feedin my daughter to not come and speak to me (speak to me).. I don't know you and no, I don't owe you a mo-therfuck-in thing I'm not Mr. N'Sync, I'm not what your friends think I'm not Mr. Friendly, I can be a prick if you tempt me my tank is on empty (is on empty).. No patience is in me and if you offend me I'm liftin you 10 feet (liftin you 10 feet).. in the air I don't care who is there and who saw me destroy you Go call you a lawyer, file you a lawsuit I'll smile in the courtroom and buy you a wardrobe I'm tired of all you (of all you).. I don't mean to be mean but that's all I can be is just me <Chorus> And I am, whatever you say I am If I wasn't, then why would I say I am? In the paper, the news everyday I am Radio won't even play my jam Cause I am, whatever you say I am If I wasn't, then why would I say I am? In the paper, the news everyday I am I don't know it's just the way I am Sometimes I just feel like my father, I hate to be bothered with all of this nonsense it's constant And, "Oh, it's his lyrical content - - the song 'Guilty Conscience' has gotten such rotten responses" And all of this controversy circles me and it seems like the media immediately points a finger at me (finger at me).. So I point one back at 'em, but not the index or pinkie or the ring or the thumb, it's the one you put up when you don't give a fuck, when you won't just put up with the bullshit they pull, cause they full of shit too When a dude's gettin bullied and shoots up his school and they blame it on Marilyn (on Marilyn).. and the heroin Where were the parents at? And look where it's at Middle America, now it's a tragedy Now it's so sad to see, an upper class ci-ty havin this happenin (this happenin).. then attack Eminem cause I rap this way (rap this way).. But I'm glad cause they feed me the fuel that I need for the fire to burn and it's burnin and I have returned <Chorus> I'm so sick and tired of bein admired that I wish that I would just die or get fired and dropped from my label and stop with the fables I'm not gonna be able to top on "My Name is.." And pigeon-holed into some pop-py sensation to cop me rotation at rock'n'roll stations And I just do not got the patience (got the patience).. to deal with these cocky caucasians who think I'm some wigger who just tries to be black cause I talk with an accent, and grab on my balls, so they always keep askin the same fuckin questions (fuckin questions).. What school did I go to, what hood I grew up in The why, the who what when, the where, and the how 'til I'm grabbin my hair and I'm tearin it out cause they drivin me crazy (drivin me crazy).. I can't take it I'm racin, I'm pacin, I stand and I sit And I'm thankful for ev-ery fan that I get But I can't take a SHIT, in the bathroom without someone standin by it No I won't sign your autograph You can call me an asshole I'm glad

我的10個月愛情故事總於完了.....燦爛轟烈得像煙花般盛放.....最後卻亦如煙花般消失在黑暗渾沌之中.....化成淡淡的煙消散

朱古力奶放著放著,可惡的細菌在肆無忌憚,無情地在當中滋長.....朱古力奶慢慢地變質,變壞....然後發臭.....最後被人放在垃圾桶內被人忘了.....可能是人家喜歡的並不是朱古力奶

故事完了....日記也不想再寫.........

I hope everythings are never happened, but who make them happened, I know I have the responsibility, but who lead the thing out, who take the problems between us?  Don't always say that "It's not a big deal"  It must be a big deal, if u really care, if u really care about the relationship, u should not bring them our!!!! As u know what is your characteristic, u always say that u have no confidence to avoid doing "sth" wrong behind me, so u need to prevent the "factors" invaded into our realtionship!  I know your excuse, but is it strong enough to explain? NO!!! All of this can be absolutely prevented by your own behavior,  u can avoid them to invade our relationship, such as stopped the contact after the project finished, but do u do so?

Actually, of course, I can proof nth and nth can be proofed by me.  But I just observe your behaviour, it is hardly for me to believe 100% already.  Do always make me thinking in your position, think about me! Think it! Do u know what I need, do u? No, u don't.  I don't scare for u to check my coversation history in PC, coz I do nth harmful for our relationship. How about u? U're angry with me when I check yours, coz u're scare, u're scare for me to dig out sth sercret that u don't want to let me know or even u want to cheat me.  I guess u don't want to "loss" them coz u want to have a "backup", u want to have another better one to as the spare.  Can u deal with the love just like that ar?! Can u ar?  Think about it, I 'll give u time, maybe it is too fast for us to say "Renew".  Coz your attitude have never changed or u even want to cheat me from the very beginning.  I don't know and just known by your heart!!! 

P.S.: Do u know why I don't believe in God? Coz if the human being is created by Him.  I think that he should be the worst creater in the World.  If He is good enough, He should bear His pure mind to the the human body, but not the greedy, absurd, debauchery, cheating, etc. 

There's a Surgery Laboratory Exam holding on tomorrow morning ....I think it will not be too difficult

She is cold, far away, I don't know what is she thinking now.....we seem far and far away...

She seldom to talk with me, seldom to call me....When I call her hall no. , she always say that she is busy in freshmen visit....I don't know it is true or not.... I'm really tired

Can we go on together at the rest of the life?