唉.....again....Unhappy again

Why?

I don't know why.....maybe I know but my mind push me to avoid thinking about that....Coz I don't want to think anymore.  Too tired for me and I'm really tired.

Recently, I alway have such feeling, I'm just like standing on some "non-solid" object, I wanna to fall and I think it's quit unsafety.  I'm just like steping on the floating leaves on the water surface.  I'm scare, nerveous....

 Ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!It's enough!

wah~~~Many many work load ar~~~

How come nei~~~

A new month is come la~~ I hope everything can be renew, refresh.  This month is my birhtday month ar!  I'm really looking forward to have my first birthday with my sweat heart honey baby ar~~~hoho~~

um~~My hope of my birthday is we won't be separated byanymore, our heart will not separated any more, and I wish I can give my self-confidence to myself.   I also hope everyone, who I concerned, will be fine and enjoy everyday life!

Baby, I love u, I love u so much and I really want u tell me what u think sometime.   Coz I need to know what u want ar~ then I can give u what I can give or what I can do!

Ho la~~~Work hard la~~~So hard on study ar   But my rule of thumb is 做好醫科生,難...做好醫生,更難, so work hard, harder and try my best to do hardest!!

I even loss my brave....GOd pls, give me a little brave for me to jump....

pls take me away from this World....I've suffered of my sin....let me die and let me go to hell~~~

let me go

I beg You, no matter give a heart attack, accidient,  anything You like.....lt me die quick with painless

Pls

I'm sorry to everyone love me, I make all of u shime on me