仍然沒有 遇到 那位跟我絕配的戀人 
你根本也 未有出現 還是已然 逝去 

懷疑在某一個國度裡 的某一年 還未帶我到世上那天 
存在過 一位等我愛的某人 夜夜為我失眠 

從來未相識 已不在 這個人 極其實在 卻像個 虛構角色 
莫非今生 原定陪我來 卻去了 錯誤時代 

情人若 寂寥地 出生在 1874 剛剛早 一百年 一個世紀 
是否終身 都這樣 頑強地等 雨季會 降臨赤地 
為何未 及時地 出生在 1874 邂逅你 看守你 一起老死 
互不相識 相處在 同年代中 仍可 同生 共死 

從來未相識 已不在 這個人 極其實在 卻像個 虛構角色 
莫非今生 原定陪我來 卻去了 錯誤時代 

情人若 寂寥地 出生在 1874 剛剛早 一百年 一個世紀 
是否終身 都這樣 頑強地等 雨季會 降臨赤地 
為何未 及時地 出生在 1874 邂逅你 看守你 一起老死 
若果不可 相約在 和平地方 也與你 暢遊戰地 
為何未 及時地 出生在 1874挽著你 的手臂 徹夜逃避 
漫天烽火 失散在 同年代中 仍可 同生 共死 

不要不要假設我知道 
一切一切也都是為我而做 
為何這麼偉大　如此感覺不到 
不說一句的愛有多好？ 
只有一次記得實在接觸到...
騎著單車的我倆　懷緊貼背的擁抱

難離難舍想抱緊些　茫茫人生好像荒野 
如孩兒能伏于爸爸的肩膊　誰要下車 
難離難舍總有一些　常情如此不可堆卸 
任世間再冷酷　想起這單車還有幸福可惜 

經已給我怎會看不到 
雖說演你角色實在有難度 
從來虛位以待　何不給個擁抱？ 
想我怎去相信這一套 
多疼惜我卻不便讓我知道 
懷念單車給你我　唯一有過的擁抱 

難離難舍想抱緊些　茫茫人生好像荒野 
如孩兒能伏于爸爸的肩膊 
哪怕遙遙長路多斜 
你愛我愛多些　讓我他朝走得堅壯些 
你介意來愛護　又靠誰施捨 

難離難舍想抱緊些　茫茫人生好像荒野 
如孩兒能伏于爸爸的肩膊　誰要下車 
難離難舍總有一些　常情如此不可堆卸

任世間怨我壞　可知我只得你承受我的狂或野

好耐冇寫..... 因為冇時間. 而今日我對住Miss C send 俾我d 相, 感觸....

一廂情願 -- 就算之前冇發生果件事, 其實我地之間,可以發生d咩? 大家距離企得有點

                     遙不可及........

恨錯難返 -- 就算將來我地之間既友誼會昇華, 但係發生呢件事, 佢個心已經被我傷透, 我

                     地仲可以返去原來既起點咩?

回天乏術 --  刻意地營造以前那歡樂既氣氛, 希望得到佢既原諒,將一切回復原狀, 但是每

                    到最後只有一個冰冷而冇味的"bye"

好啦~~~唔想諗啦! 可能根本就冇得補救, 一切都完了

而且仲有好多野要諗同擔心.....或者我人生就只有一個人擔起所有既事.... 我既另一半呢? 或者上帝唔記得整喇......

Today, fifth of May, my B-day.   I still remember my B-day last yr,  it just unforgetable, my family, my friends & a girl who "loved" me celebrated my Bday.  I thinked I've changed my life, at least, I started to change..... But I'm wrong, I never chnage my life, never & never.  It's not real. It's not real.... Today, I just have a cake cost $3.5 with a terrible "B-day gift"--- my daddy has cancer.......

So barbed, So barbed...... I'm so tired.... I find I 'm too weak to change....

Well, Today is a great day, I've received the reply letter from HKU for my application of elective program some days before.  I make it! I make it! I get the offer to be the houseman of Pediatrics Department.  I'm so exciting when I get this new! It's a great experience for me to widen my view, XX University is not enough for me, I should be better to get more & more, no matter how harsh I should do, how long I should walk.  My family & my friends are all chirked as I get this chance, I hope I can get sth from it.  I'm looking forward to this.

P.S.  If this chance could be given to me eariler, maybe there wound be one more person will be chirked for me, woundn't it?  Or  If I didn't do such stupid thing to her, would she give me a kiss after she heard that new?  Everything in my life won't be perfect......As I'm not perfect.

P.S.  She is special for me forever but I'm not special for her anymore