Wake up man, Wake up

Don't be fascinated, don't be fascinated~~

Make clear of myself~~~

Wake up!!!

I think I'm better to slap myself

 Today, I went to play basketball, I do a long time not playing basketball lu.  Actually, I thought that I would play suck, but out of my expect, I played excellent. No matter getting rebound or getting marks under the hoop, even 3 points shot, I could handle it as well~~

Futhermore, I also met an old friend, he is working in a company, which is a great news for me, the company is about the emergency medical service.  That's meant that I can try to join this company after I have graduated.  Ar....I think it is great, at least I know what can I do after graduated.

 Today is so special, I met a special net friend.  She is so special, I can explain what is my feeling?  She is so warm, at least, she make me to forget my unhappiness & my worry.  She makes me filled in the power of work again through the conversation.  Actually, I didn't chat with her only for her beauty but the feeling of the conversation.

She is really a funny girl~~~haha.  An "happy nut"? I'm not sure~~haha

 最近係咪我行衰運，定係呢個先係我”正常”既命運呀？！

上網想搵人傾偈識識．．．嘩∼∼人人好似見到鬼甘，我幾時做左鬼呀！！冇陰陽眼就見唔到我呀！同你地say Hello啫，唔得閒咪講囉，我樣衰唔同我講咪得囉，我至多唔吵你囉！唔理人算咩呀！

日記，算啦∼∼∼寫都冇義意，唔寫啦

 今日我的朋友約我去play soccer,我們去西環踢.  西環是我一個我曾經好熟悉的地方,我在那兒的一間醫院出生,兒時我常常要到那兒覆診,在我Year 3時我曾經深愛的女人也在西環唸書.西環就好像和我結下不解之緣.

今天重遊故地,有很多感慨...我突然覺得人太多變了,人的際遇也太變幻莫測.我和她曾經深愛,曾經許下很多很多的諾言,那種種諾言到今天我還澀澀在目.  不過桃花依舊,人面全非,當時的諾言已經被她狠狠地出賣了,我知道她肯定在她朋友面前力數我的"不是"...但是,事實上是誰貪慕虛榮,是誰厚顏無恥地勾3搭4,那只有天知道,我對她已經是義無反顧,我盡力把她融入我家裡,我盡心去建造我們愛的基礎,我知道我有臭脾氣的缺點,但難道我沒有為妳改變嗎?妳太貪得無厭了,天下之間沒有事是單向的,愛更是如此,妳以為已經做好自己了嗎?妳覺得自己已經很好了嗎?!妳的大話,我已經不會再相信了,妳太自私了....我知道我沒什麼可以彌補我所白費的付出,但相信會有天理的,妳這種假基督徒永遠都不會有天來懲罰的!