今日返學個時去到西灣河站時，真係有d周身唔自在的呀？！可能係心理作用掛，但係我都唔知點解真係會咁的呀~~

今日我阿媽都係陪住我姨媽去路祭，同埋陪攪其他野，原先我姨媽係想去見我姨丈最後一面的呀.....但係因為真係補唔到，所以唯有唔俾佢見，但係就要夾口供，我都覺得好慘的呀？！點解一個咁好既人要咁樣慘死丫，你話係唔係果天話野丫.............我知依家怨咩都冇用，但係我個心真係好痛呀，我又唔知可以點形容woo~~

我見我阿媽呢兩日對眼cry到腫晒，冇晒心機咁？！我真係覺得我好冇用呀，乜都做唔到？！只係知個心好痛，好痛.........平時睇書就話會睇到d咁既situation，但係我點都冇諗過會在自己身邊發生的呀，真係有少少唔係好接受到呀~~

我知我唔應該再係咁，但係話晒果個都係叫做親人，我話冇事你都唔信啦~~