今日成日真係唔知自己想點.........一來係因為我尋晚瞓得唔好,二來今日係某人既生日.......尋晚我竟然發夢到cry呀,我真係未試過的呀?!尋晚既夢境到依家我都依然係瀝瀝在目,如果現實既佢真係可以為我咁做的話,我一定會好感動,但係我知道係冇可能的呀?!但係諗深一層我又唔想真係夢想成真的呀,因為有人因為死亡,我真係唔想見到咁既情況,我都知我咁講係好矛盾,但係我真係唔知自己想點,算啦,都係由得我吧啦~~
生日,日日都會有人生日,點解佢既生日硬係令到我心痛呢??可能有人會話我,佢真係唔值得我咁做,但係我真係唔知點解會咁的呀?!我己經好叻咁唔去諗佢的呀,但係你越係唔諗咩,你個腦就硬係浮現到佢既影像,好辛苦呀...........
今日在學校既book fair買到本書,之後放學個時又在三聯買到本書~~但係我都唔知有冇時間睇呀....期待聽日既singing contest~~
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