今朝一早就俾人complaint喇,其實我都預的呀,因為果個人唔服我收佢野,咁我依正手續去做野,你要complaint既,請隨便.........
食完飯之後,我就開始發下白日夢咁喇,都發得幾開心的呀?!因為我諗緊如果我生日果日有人拎住一束好大既花or好大隻既公仔接我收工就好喇,咁當然如果係我男朋友既就更加好啦,但係如果係有fd咁做的話,我都會好開心的呀,你話係咪一早就發夢丫~~有時發下夢開心下都幾好的呀,heeheee~~就咁就過左一個好平凡既下午喇?!
直到收工既時候,我既心情都係幾好的呀,一來仲回味singing contest啦,因為今日有個讀者既電話鈴聲係果首歌~~二來就回味緊我既白日夢~~直至去到金鐘,見到今日既壽星仔等緊車,咪打下電話俾佢講兩句啦~~
點知佢以為我打俾佢問某人既近況,但係佢就不斷暗示,我唔好再問佢既野,佢亦都唔會再搵我的呀.........聽完之後,個心真係好痛呀?!咁多年既友誼,兄妹,就咁唔知咩事,不了了之,我真係想知發生咩事law~~
成程車我都係好開心,但係多多講得啱既困左自己入一個牢入面都成十年喇,係時候要放返自己出來嫁喇,我唔係唔想,我亦都有嘗試過的呀?!但係我真係冇信心會做得到呀,因為都成十年喇~~我亦都有試過去搵過另一個target的呀,但係果個"心歸"的人(唔知係邊個可以問我的),結果咪又係一樣,依家咪又係如同一個陌路人?!我真係唔知可以點做呀~~我都想有新嘗試,但係我真係冇信心喇~~但係一個係咁,兩個又係咁,我唔敢想像朱古力會唔會都係咁,我怕我真係接受唔到呀..........
我依家仲有一個多鐘既時間俾我唔開心,因為我promise左阿囡(kitman)同多多,過埋今日就唔可以再俾呢個人令到自己唔開心~~我希望我真係可以做得到啦~~
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