sometimes i hate myself

 i dunt wanna think too much,but i cannot stop from thinking. i try hard to forget, but still, it hurts me bad.

 唔知點解成日都会冇喇喇好down咁，覺得自己真係好煩

以为有一个人响身邊，就唔会再感覺到寂寞同孤單，但原來呢啲感覺会一直存在，仲会响得你一人的时候倍化

meybe it's time to go on by myself......

Maybe we dunt hv enough love between us..maybe you think you love me, but it is not enough for you to love my family..maybe......I overlook my effectiveness..you just want someone to hv a position and I am there in the position...