Oh~

Casino Royale is really fantastic

Honestly, i think the friendship between kiki and me had been improved a lot

BUT, i still can't put my heart forward to her,

still i can't believe anyone since i had been totally hurt by my past

HAI~

my house had been solded and i am going to move out

i really want to move in ChangYi, the place where had my most trusted friend

Ting Ting, i really love her and her two sisters, kiki and yingying

Love bao them though i can't put my heart forward

Originally, 3C girls are going to have a nice day together,

but because i had already have "booked" a date with kiki,

so i had the birthday celebration with kiki though it had been late for a long long time

I was worried in my school life

I had seemed to be love a guy, but i seemed to hate him too

and there is a guy who seemed to be love me,

and i seemed to have no feeling with him,

it seemed to be a friendship, but not love relationship between him and me

HAI~

Always have my happy school life with vexation

why a? why a? why a?

i want to be a more happy girl like the other classmate in class,

 but my life seemed to be full of worried

i admired those who had a happi life and no need to worried in their 14 years old childhood/teenagehood

God, i love you and thanks for giving such challanging life

This give me the strength for having the power for living

also, the energy for struggling for life.

THX for let me know the world so early as the other classmate didn't

And thx for let me have the wise and the intellegent of pretending

"Why does the world decieved,

why do i make believe,

Took my heel and made Achilles out of me,

still i would wanna be

someone who answers to me"

Quote from the song "Someone" by my favourite singer, Stefanie Sue

I will still struggle for my life

Challanges seemed never end for me

I will be a sucessful women in the future

and fight for a better life for my love, mother

I LOVE YOU, MUM

I LOVE YOU, KIKI

I LOVE YOU, TING TING

I LOVE YOU, MY SIS

I LOVE YOU, GOD