why you try to pretend i am nothing,

if i am nothing, how would you do such nasty, stupid things in front of me....

You may hurt me.....

when i was in the past....

but i am stronger than you think.....

i think you are more creepy than i expected.....

you are such an idiot that i may be hurt by you...

but i just have some confusion at first, then i forget about all these thing......

you are such a fool that you may think of i still care you.....

that's because i have to pretend to be kind and care you....

You think that someday i will beg you for becoming friends again,

but i can surely not...

Becuase...

you are nothing worth to have my friendship.

Nothing worth to have true-hearted friends......

Someday, i will go to a place...

without stress, pain

something had stressed me up

i am confussed.....

in the way when i go back home and when i stayed home

i think i am special,

i have different feeling with anything....

maybe someday i will find it out

anyway, i shouldn't think too much now...

i should hate someone, but i find difficult to be

i should always be imperturbable in front of love, but i always lose consious at the first place

that's me, a stupid girl who think she's special.................

Today suddenly cry, and i dunno why,

maybe this is too much for me to responsible to........

i am too tired and i want to have way to  express it out....

Maybe my dear Father will lead me to a fine way ...........

or maybe not..........

Oh~

Casino Royale is really fantastic

Honestly, i think the friendship between kiki and me had been improved a lot

BUT, i still can't put my heart forward to her,

still i can't believe anyone since i had been totally hurt by my past

HAI~

my house had been solded and i am going to move out

i really want to move in ChangYi, the place where had my most trusted friend

Ting Ting, i really love her and her two sisters, kiki and yingying

Love bao them though i can't put my heart forward

Originally, 3C girls are going to have a nice day together,

but because i had already have "booked" a date with kiki,

so i had the birthday celebration with kiki though it had been late for a long long time

I was worried in my school life

I had seemed to be love a guy, but i seemed to hate him too

and there is a guy who seemed to be love me,

and i seemed to have no feeling with him,

it seemed to be a friendship, but not love relationship between him and me

HAI~

Always have my happy school life with vexation

why a? why a? why a?

i want to be a more happy girl like the other classmate in class,

 but my life seemed to be full of worried

i admired those who had a happi life and no need to worried in their 14 years old childhood/teenagehood

God, i love you and thanks for giving such challanging life

This give me the strength for having the power for living

also, the energy for struggling for life.

THX for let me know the world so early as the other classmate didn't

And thx for let me have the wise and the intellegent of pretending

"Why does the world decieved,

why do i make believe,

Took my heel and made Achilles out of me,

still i would wanna be

someone who answers to me"

Quote from the song "Someone" by my favourite singer, Stefanie Sue

I will still struggle for my life

Challanges seemed never end for me

I will be a sucessful women in the future

and fight for a better life for my love, mother

I LOVE YOU, MUM

I LOVE YOU, KIKI

I LOVE YOU, TING TING

I LOVE YOU, MY SIS

I LOVE YOU, GOD

WOW~

today is picnic day a,

finally the last two day have to go to school,

bao unlike school life.

Today, so unlucky, nicole, sabrina and i go to 修頓 to play basketall, but there's a crowd of people,

so we just have to back home on our way.

Picnic day to me is fine, but it is the most happy trip in the past three years~

Anyway, so tired, dun want to type la~

haha....

i finally have my own blog

today, nothing special.

Regular piano lesson,

my piano teacher is a beautiful women who is also one of my best friend

she is very friendly, and i love her very much a

HAHA~~~~

i have other best friend ga

but very little, orignally, i have four best friends, but now, only left one

i dun no the reason of it,

have tried to solve the problem,

but they dun want to be friends again,

Oh! forget it, the best time has already gone,

it is no big deal for me anyway

The only left friends, kiki,a beautiful lady,

who is very funny, love her so much~~~

Anyway, this blog is not going to let anyone who is my classmate to no about it

Plz Propzzzzz