Yesterday night, we chatted on MSN, but actually we didn't chat too much, because he ddin't reply me, and when he did. I went to bath, so we didn't chat for long, thus he said that he will call me later. Actually, I didn't think that he will call me, but however, he did. He call me while I was on my way to my student, so I said I'll call him later. But while I called him, he said he's busy, so he said he will call me ten minutes later. But I thought that he have already forgotten, because he called me while I was eating my dinner, so I said I'll call him later. But then, I forgot, so he called me back. And he said that maybe we can go out together at June, because I'll work in TST and he'll going to his uncle glasses shop to buy glasses. So we can dine together at TST.
Actually, after we chatted on MSN, I really don't believe that he will call me on phone. That's because I don't think he really want to date me. And last time he ask me out, I thought it's just because of politeness. However, this time, he did call me several times, and this time, I also said that I am too busy right now, and I'll get to work soon. So I don't know when I will be free. Originally, I thought that he may not ask me out again, because I have refused him several times. However, he said that we may have dinner together at June, I really havent' think about that.
Maybe I just think too much, or maybe it's not that kind of thing. But I really don't know what am I thinking. I know Mo said that I should stay away from him, but it's seems like I just can't control myself. I want to find out whether he really is that kind of people or not, if I don't, I'm afraid I'll regret. Although I know I may get hurt, I just want to try. I know you may not agree what I'm doing. But I hope you, my friend, will support me. And will be here when I need you.
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