hey*
i wrote the reasons in my diary already*
don't u see the matter is not i don't want to wait you*if u want me to wait u, ofcuz i can*
why not* i know u always wait me before,
i know it* so if u told me * i can*

But u know* when i ask u, u didn't told me u need to make the board, u just said (wait a
moment, i'll be right there)*
so i though u will hurry to go with me*
and i said i wait u on the groung floor*
and u said ok*
i wait a long long time*but u still not here* and just me alone to waiting for u *
if u told me u make the board, that's ok*
i can wait* but u didn't tell me*

that's why you make me really mad at you*
and the other reasons is u always called me to do somethings that i do not like to do *
don't u know i hate that*

if u see my diary*
u will know all the things*
and i'm really so sad that u wrote that on your
diary* u just wrote like all i wrong,
and u are right* i'm so sad that u saying that*

everythings!!! every all about me!!!
my happiness!!! i cry!!!i felt down!!!
all i want to tell u*
but i always can't find u*
and your phone is !(always)! no answer*
how can i tell u all these things*
when u saw me unhappy and u asked me why,
i didn't told u, and u said i'm selfish or somethings like that*
but have u think, when i wanna to tell u,
where are u!!! where u go*!!???
u always said many reasons to protect yourself*
but i just everytimes told myself, (that's ok,
maybe she's busying, so u can't find her only,
she is your best friend, forget it..hilary)*

When u felt lonely or unhappy*
i always stand by u and help u a lot
, when u want to find me, and i'm here*
it just very little times u can't find me only*

i know u do and u will care about me too,right?? i'm really happy can having a best friend always stand by me and support me* (just like u)*
although you're not very playfly,and u sometimes do not like to do somethings with me together(cuz u scare), but that's ok, cuz everybody
is not the same* so it doesn't matter*

Sure i hope someday u can become
very playful too la*

U are a loyal friends that i ever seen*(in girls)
if i tell u a secret,
u never tell other people*( really good)
when i want to go some places,
and u had go with me,although times u can't.*
but that's really good*

u almost knew all about my first time things*
i think u really lucky*
u knew somethings that other people don't know,
and i'm happy for u too*

but please can u try to understand me also*!!
Not i want to lost (u) this best friend*
i just want to tell u about my feelings*
i had never told u about what i'm think of u*
cuz u just always said what u think of me*
u said me this not ok that not ok *
u know when i'm born, i have my own*
when u told me that somethings i'm not ok,
i had try to fix it*
but u know....u can't changed me all until u
think that's perfect or until u agree*
And i can't change all myself too*
U know....That's me!!!!!!
i don't want to change my own!!!!
if i really have somethings wrong,
i will try to correct it*

but please do not said i'm selfish anymore*
i think u need to try to understand me too*

I don't want my best friend do not understand me....and i hope u can think again all what i
had say*

((Hope u can understand all what i wrote even
my english was not very good * ))

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