I really pay my heart with you. However, you just see that as shit. You don't need to regret ( although you would not think so), because it is willing for me to give me heart at that moment. Maybe you'll think that we just met a short time, how would I being like that. But, it really happened. Maybe the good feeling , the happy time with you and I just want to trust you as I expected. Ok, the devil get win, congutulations! For myself, I don't know how I treat you, as friend or as lover, but you just let me disappointed and heartbroken, but for the optimistic way, you just let me have a good lesson. Although how cruel it is, I enjoyed the moment with you. Really, whatever how sad, trouble, worry, even hopeless or some extreme feelings, I just will be a happy boy and wanna try to my most effort to make you happy. However, the ending is being like this, you just help me getting rid of deep distress but you then spurn away me. I'm just grieving to the extent of wishing to die. People right, I'm just a child, but I think that I still have feeling!

Is it the end? So that mean I have to go to the HELL again. I would not harass you again, you can feel easy in mind. Although I don't know what's happened in you and what's things I had done and made you felt like that. At before, I just need to think about what things can I talk with you and won't let you feel bored, aldo I always blow up easily, so I need to control myself's feelings and said the good things, I cannot imagine that I did it, a small overlord done it! It's a miracle! Maybe now I was got rid of a hell as you help me getting rid of deep distress and put me in deep distress meanwhile.

It's the end, thanks for watching and acceptable for my poor English.(Some word I just find in dictionary.)