今日TSA,,,好易ar!
跟學號坐,,,我又好自然咁望住Kelvin,,,
我琴日問佢個問題佢仲未答我呀!!!好傷心呀...
唉...喺學校度想喊,但係要考TSA,廢事影響心情la,,,強忍眼淚!!!都總算忍到,,,
返到屋企,第一件事:::喊!!!!
Kelvin 叫我唔好喊,,,
我要佢答左我先至唔喊,,,但係佢死都唔肯,,,
原本停左冇喊ga la ma,同佢傾電話又搞到我喊lu,,,
因為諗起以前d野所以喊ar,,,我真係眼淺...> <
佢係都唔肯講,,,想死ar!!!!
死死死死死死死死~~~我想死呀!!!
算la,,,,,,夠鐘去學flute la,,,出街,,,
買左份畢業禮物俾佢,,,
返到屋企,同佢msn,,,
我話俾佢聽我想戒手,,,佢唔俾,
i asked him"傷在我身,痛在誰心?"
佢話我父母wor,,,我有d失望添,,,佢地都唔知我戒又點會傷心呀!
之後佢話佢會傷心,,,問佢點解佢又叫我唔好問佢點解,,,
點解唔俾我問點解wor!!
我換左相呀~~但係...
但係我張相搞到佢lock 我呀!!!
唔制亞,,,眼淺的我,,,哭了,,,
Kelvin ar!!Answer me la!!!please!!!唔該呀,,,你唔想見到我喊的話就答我,,,如果唔係我會一直喊ga,,,
***今日收到封信,,,好恐怖!想死!
British Council 寄嚟ga!!!!
七月六日(星期三)要補課!!!!!!
上次紅雨搞到唔使返~~勁hapi lor,,,
但係而家要補堂就覺得好悲哀,,,唉,,,要見到Savio!!!!!星期三見完,星期五又要見,,,有冇搞錯呀!
上個星期四我仲同佢講左我真係真係冇鍾意過佢,,,星期三唔知佢會用d咩眼神望住我呢,,,
afraiddddddd......
但係我好開心我有勇氣同佢講清楚ar!!!之前alice chang 同barry liu 話俾Savio 聽我鍾意佢wor,
真係~~~~~好過份呀!!!我叫alice同佢講清楚我唔係鍾意佢,佢個樣又好似半信半疑咁,,,
搞到我要親自同佢講,,,> <
我鄭重講多次!!!我係鍾意Kelvin 唔係Savio!!!
我唔理Savio 係咪鍾意我!總之我唔係鍾意佢亞!!!!!!!!!
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