其實,我真的真的不想讀書了..

                                                                         為什麼不想念書.?有幾個原因,,

                                                                    1.我不想在學校浪費我的時間,大學真的很無聊,也很累..

                                                                    2.我想要在他的身邊,我想我的生活有他陪伴,也許別人會說我很傻.

                                                                    3.我不想沒意義的活著,我希望我的日子不是三點一線的 ..

                                                                          真的好辛苦啊,之前我想的大學不是這樣的.

                                                                          可是現在 不得不任命 

                                                                          難道我就是這樣的命運嗎 我真的很不甘心

                                                                          我不懂,為什麼 別人就含著金湯匙出生

                                                                          一輩子過的無憂無慮

                                                                         我們 就要那麼拼命,讀書 為了那些前途

                                                                         其實我真的很怕的

                                                                         我自己什麼本事都沒有以後出來社會能做什麼

                                                                         我真得很怕我以後的日子過得落魄                         

                                                                         我,真的其實很沒用 ..

                                                                         以後我的生活會幸福美滿嗎?

                                                                         我該去問誰  ..?

                           這樣的日子真的很累的,我很害怕 ..現在的我就像一只受驚的的小鳥 ..

                           未來的路好模糊,我自己可以嗎 ..?親,你會帶領我的對吧  ,,

                           到底怎樣子才是對的,才是改值得堅持的.路 ,我們一起走 ..

                           親,我覺得自己一點用也沒有,我,我怕我會拖累了你 ..

                           我現在愈來愈沒有信心了,我怎麼那麼膽小

                           親,我知道無論怎樣你都會在我身邊的,謝謝你 ,        (       我      愛      你        )