I should be very happy...
Because of I have a new start;
Because of I have another chance;
Because of I have someothers' help!
But I'm not.
Why?
I don't know...

It's so hard to live with a sad mood,
Seems no one understand me...
Seems no one is as same as me...
Seems everyone is just saying "Don't worried la! Everything will be fine!"...
Someone even said "Why did you did SO bad this time?"...
How come everything being like this?
It's all because of my own change?
Change bad?
I tried to change back myself,
but I didn't do it well...

I wish I can cry in this moment,
But I know I cannot
I don't want everything be like this...

But anyway,
I hope on the first school day of the year of tiger will be good and great and even brilliant and wonderful...

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