Now I know,

how important is one's appearance.

With good or attractive appearance,

more people are interested in u.

Especially the opposite sex.

Is this the reality?

It is not reasonable to say it is unfair,

as it is the world,

the real and bitter world.

Today is so hot,

but the temperature for me is actually very cold.

Temperature in my heart.

My heart has another sky, another weather...

It is messy,

and rainy.

I wonder if it actually has typhoon signals .

No other feeling now,

just simply very tired.

Super Busy!!

Now I know what it means by fighting with time.

Lots of work,

dont know whether I have enough time to do all these jobs well.

But sometimes just want to stop and rest,

just like now,

though busy but typing qooza~

Life is difficult,

Wanna to struggle,

But just cant settle.

Everyday the day go and go,

never stop.

I seem always have trouble in some matters.

These all are very disgusting matters.

I dont want to face them.

I want to have one to share all my troubles and sadness.

But I dont know where to place and talk about them.

Neither my family nor my friends.

I wonder if one matures,

he or she will become hiding themselves away from others?

Having farther distance with all their friends?

The aim is to just show their successful and happy and bright side to the world.

But it is actually very tired and fake,

though other will never know...