Just finished all duties,

happy happy relieved^^

Tonight can have a good sleep la!

It is such a long holiday...

Still now holiday-ing.

Ya I have done many things that I want to,

but I still cant get the thing I want.

I thought many time and many time,

is it my problem?

I do not think I am a bad guy.

I dont think I do not deserve a gd relationship.

But yet just cant have one try one.

I remember one sentence, 'The world is simple, human is complicated'.

Ya I know maybe sometimes I think too much.

But sometimes it is the truth and I cant get rid of it.

Just want to be happy! I mean truly heartly happy!

Normally i wont type qooza at this time,

but I found I cannot concentrate on what I am doing.

I want to express, but just hard to find someone to listen to.

Yes maybe there are lots of people who can share their ears to me,

but are they really listen by heart?

BUT the saddest thing is that I want other know what i think but at the same time I am afraid to let them know what i think.

No confidence at all.

Maybe I still dont know well about myself.

I dont know what type of people I am.

Maybe I think I can enjoy this knid of lifestyle but in fact I am pushing myself to the dark.

Can anyone listen to me by heart?

Can anyone treat me sincerely?

Can anyone accompany me without any aims or the Third thought.

Just a simple relationship but also is the most precious and warmest!!

Will I meet this guy?

Today is quite busy!!

Lots of homework...

And I have 2 private tuitions for my students...

Hehe my parents still dont know I am a private tutor, they are so worried about me...So better not tell them.

But what surprise me is that I have discover a wonderful place, a beautiful heavens.

There are water, colourful bubbles, nice sitting place, fresh air and stars!!!!!!!!

I can found quiet in crowd, and crowd in quiet.

I bought my dinner, actually is 2 tarts and a Happylemon,

and then sat there for almost one and a half hour.

I enjoy this space very much!!!

Even I sat for a quite long time, I dont want to leave!!!

What sudden come to my mind is that maybe this place will become my unique place,

that is when I happy I go there, when I sad I go there,

I love it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ya Looking forward for tomo ar!!!!!!

I really want to meet a gp of my dear dear fds, accompanying me in my whole U life though we are in different Facaulty!!!!

Of course, I hope I can meet my Love tomo!!