又係時候打下日記先....

琴日我將我個日記比左幾個人睇...FISH 阿豪 阿力 阿添 阿威幾個人睇...點知最大反應係阿力...佢話聽我講番以前D野好感人...好想喊咁話WO...傻瓜黎ge...仲問我仲記得幾多...咁我就話比佢知la...我講我仲記得我同佢第一年識果陣...佢生日...佢阿媽比左利是佢...佢仲請我地食野...哈...佢話咁小事你都記得...因為你琴日趕番工...同唔到你講,,,有時有d野發生左...我可能老左有病唔記得...但係我宜家暫時都唔會忘記以前我地一齊發生ge野...有時開心ge回憶可能就係我一部份ge動力...唔好介意wo...哈...借左你地黎做我動力...呵呵...

琴日我訓得好好好少...半個鐘到...e排長期失眠...都唔知點算...琴晚媽咪要番下就工...咁就冇買野煮飯...食飯盒...佢去左粵華買飯食...我e+竟然連半個飯都食唔晒...搞乜鬼呀我...日日3個鐘就自動起身...早餐又唔食...飯又食少少...我想知自己頂到幾耐...幾時先回復到精神...琴晚我知佢出左去飲酒...所以我就sd 左個sms比佢...佢有覆我呀...超開心lo~佢好耐冇sms我架喇...真係好耐ar...星期一去食飯...好耶~~~雖然佢仲未想同我單獨見下面...不過都冇所謂la...可以咁近咁見到佢就已經好開心...e+有番第一次去接你放工果種心情...好緊張...唔知點解會咁...好怕羞...又唔係呀...仲之就好緊張la...

放左工之後去左買6合彩就番左屋企lu~我去試下訓...我都唔知自己訓到幾耐...可能等陣又醒都未定...聽日再寫過la...

今朝一放工...去左搵阿威阿豪黑狗同FISH 哥去食早餐....食到9點幾...檢察院打電話黎叫我上去= =心諗咩事呢...原來果個野想同我傾賠償...上到去我緊係唔制LA...我又冇錯...痴線...自衛都有錯= =....真係低能...哈...之後搞到12點幾...咁咪諗住番屋企LO~番屋企之前去左睇D野...睇完就渣車走LA...跟住好似比我見到一個人...唔知係唔係佢...果陣我開到都好快下...睇唔清楚...束左頭髮LO~哈...咁樣都見到..真搞笑...

算LA..大肥仔...唔好諗咁多喇...人地都唔想你煩住佢...你就唔好諗LA...人地都可能冇諗過同番你一齊...仲諗黎仲乜...係咪先...講真一句我唔係一個花心GE人...我真係會搵到個比佢好GE老婆咩...我覺得冇乜可能LO E 樣野...我會等佢幾耐...連我自己都唔知...可能到我下次黎拎番隻碟再見之後...可能都有年幾兩年唔會再見到你...我真係好擔心會發生...但係我想講...我放係我銀包張相係唔會攞番出黎...真到我等到心灰已冷果陣先會...可能有時一個人總會做一次傻事...我今次真係做左好多...但係真係有冇人知...傻事做得多...真係有用咩...哈...我就係咁怪...我唔想你覺得煩...但係我偏偏去搵你傾計...仲要激嬲左你...好對唔住...我唔係有心...我知你係一個好女仔...可能你已經搵到你GE幸福...但係我唔係真係有意去做對你傷害GE野...E排講對唔住係我廿2歲仔入面講得最多...以前邊個話我錯...我都係講唔好意思...對唔住係一句好難講GE野...但係我對你做到了...我其實已經唔想提...但係E個係日記黎GA MA...我要將我所做所諗GE野打出黎...可能我咁樣會舒服D....

之後我會做D乜野...我會比心機番工...我唔會再MC...就算病都係咁話...我想試下做最佳員工...係你改變左我GE想法...以前覺得有你有媽咪就足夠...但係你同左我講...我係一個比唔到安全感你...仲要唔迫草錢...咁樣GE男人可能唔止我一個...但係我諗你唔會再去識第二個好似我咁樣GE人...我E+要改...改到最好...比所有人都睇到我真係改左...E+到我做左你個角色咁...成日叫佢地唔好玩...諗番轉頭....點解之前唔識去做...我真係好想搵多D 錢...好好好想同你一齊行埋以後GE路...傻仔黎GA(我).....

今日知道左媽咪可能下年要做手術...好擔心...我E個做仔GE一定要陪住佢...我真係要比心機做人喇...唔可以成日掛住玩...唔可以好似以前咁...E排連機都冇打...好想搵多一份工黎做...咁就可以快D 做到自己要做GE野...媽咪話我經過E件事...比妹妹另我轉變...變化好大...可能係一件好事...話我生性左...去邊出街都會同佢講聲...碌卡...冇LU~隨左媽咪去超市用之外...同電話費都冇用LU~越講自己越嬲....之前乜都唔做...唉...你估我想GE咩...你知唔知我真係好貪玩又大洗...到我改已經太遲...對唔住媽咪...你E個衰仔比唔到咩幸福你...但係我想係到話你知...我唔會再比你辛苦...我要比你覺得你個仔係有用GE...唔會再比人睇死...但係我真係好LIKE佢...可能佢真係比到我想有個家GE感覺LA...E D 都唔講住...最緊要係你手術果到冇問題...錢唔係問題...我會搵...我要做個孝順仔同好老公...我會搵個好"新抱"比你...希望將來你覺得我值得你去愛果陣番黎我身邊LA...我真係會等好耐好耐...

最後我想講下...好多謝你地呀...咁多位兄弟...唔係得你地...我真係會頂唔順...其他人覺得你地好壞...但係係我眼中你地個個都好善良...阿豪...你唔好再唔開心喇...你問過我...值唔值得去等...你用你自己GE角度諗LA...每一個人都唔同諗法...你唔好比其他人去影響到你...你做咩決定我都支持你...仲有就係我地要一齊草錢AR MA...記住呀...我地唔可以咁冇口齒GA...如果唔係身邊GE每一個人都會離開我地GA...FISH...我GE好阿哥...我知你都好想唔去玩果D野...盡量試下LO~!我知你得GE...我都得...你點會唔得...係咪先...同埋你比D心機考試呀...將來我地班兄弟最成功果個可能係你都未定GA...我會支持你...你想去做就應該去做呀(講緊你女友果方面呀),,,阿威...你個死仔...最多野講係你...但係你真係好抵人錫...上當年係我帶你入黎E個圈子...我問過你後唔後悔...好多謝你講左一句...冇你肥偉...我都識唔到一班咁好GE兄弟...真係好想喊...哈...我最想係你戒左佢...你知唔知我唔係成日見到你...但每一次見到你都瘦左...果陣真係好驚你出事...我就話瘦D冇所謂...但係你唔同呀...再瘦落去會死人GA...你同我一樣...應承左一D野做唔到....我知你明失去GE感覺...當年阿噹同今日GE阿穎一樣....我同你身同感受...我知你到宜家都好鐘意佢...但係真係唔好再用E D 野黎麻醉自己喇...我唔想你出事...我都好想好似你咁樣...去玩去索...但係我知道我自己GE方向...我唔想咁樣...我想做一個有用GE人...比人睇唔起果種眼光好難受...所以我咪改LO~你都話我叻GA...可以唔食..但係點解你又答我你做唔到...我地個個都可以做到...聽下我講...試下食少D,,,阿添...你係我一直咁多年最睇得起GE人....好想同你一齊去搵錢...好想睇住你搵錢比你屋企人好過...因為我知你既野可能比任何人都多...好想你快D 好番...好想你快D搵到一份好工...好想我地一齊去做D成就比人睇...我真係好佩服你...以前最壞係你...但今日你做左我地成班人入面最高學歷GE一個,,,可惜我冇錢..你又唔想屋企咁辛苦..我真係好想供你讀埋個大學...但係我冇咁GE能力...我同你細個係一個不打不相識GE情況認識...我地由果陣開始就有好深GE感情...我以前細個令你好唔開心...我D牛脾氣你係最清楚...好對唔住...以前成打都無LALA打你幾拳...SORRY...但係到左你去偷野...搵錢黎養我地E班大食懶...我果陣已經改變...你係一個好重情義GE人...你都唔好再為你D野唔開心...有咩可以同我講...我有能力會盡量幫你...

有時真係唔知記性好係唔係優點...定係缺點....真係唔知...我個腦真係裝到咁多野咩...以前既野點會記得咁清楚...由一次係學校同阿添打交...做左好朋友...做埋好兄弟...之後識左FISH...仲契埋E個阿哥...再識左阿豪...都有成十年到喇...再係濠江識埋阿威...都有成6年...大家一齊過左咁多苦GE日子...一齊冇錢食飯...冇錢買煙...連巴士都冇錢搭...成班人係阿力屋企一個星期都唔番澳門...去街市買野番去煮飯...蒸豆腐都食得好開心...仲有我GE豬肉餅...之後仲有一次我煲粥= =仲要比人搶黎食...仲有FISH撞鬼...嚇到我地死AR果次...5個海灣的少年...哈哈....唔知你地仲記唔記得...仲有去阿威屋企煮9大鬼...阿力個死仔為左唔比廿蚊自己煮米粉食= =...仲有同阿添佢地係筷子基比成40幾人追...好驚險呀...果日係我暫時跑得最快GE一次...好彩大家都冇事...哈...第一次渣電單車係FISH停車場...FISH教我=0=好驚GA果陣...到開網吧...到上大陸...諗番以前真係好開心...唔經唔覺就咁多年...冇人知我地係入面仲有經歷左幾多野...E到只係小小回憶...可能我真係好長情...你地叫我唔好咁唔開心...但係我真係做唔到...因為我真係一個好重情GE人...搵一個女朋友好易...但係你要我搵一個想將一生交比佢GE人好難...對唔住咁多位..我真係放唔低...但係我都會做好自己...放心LA...等就一定等GA喇...但係我會用開心GE態度黎等,,,我到時都要用比佢覺得開心幸福GE感覺番黎....

哈哈...琴晚去左NEWAY唱K...好耐未試過唱得咁開心...一唱唱左四個鐘...後尾都冇去搵LA哥佢地...始終自己都唔知去到果到有咩做...我都唔玩果D野,,所以都係番左屋企訓教...玩晚唱晒自己 D 心事出黎...都OK GA...我真係好LIKE 唱歌GA,,,不過平時都唔知有邊個唱...到晚叫左個套餐...1400蚊左右,,,仲要加15%...1700蚊埋單...都OK GE...一人兩百蚊...有兩支芝華士...兩桶啤酒...十杯冇酒精飲品= =仲有十個小食...都算係咁LA...等陣可能出街搞搞野...不過未知幾點出...到時再上番黎打番做過D 乜LA....

話咁快又一個月lu~

真係有d唔知點咁...咁快又一個月喇...時間真係唔等人...今日放假...都唔知去邊到好...我諗我今朝都係係屋企多= =邊有人咁悶ga 放假都唔出街...哈...自己都忍唔住笑左出黎...唉...可能e個就係我ge本性...今晚約左幾個fd去neway唱歌仔...無酒派對...唱下歌仔咁...都ok ga...

琴晚番工之前落雨...真黑仔...唔出門口都未落,,,一出門口就係咁落= =真係頂佢唔順..好彩...落左唔係好耐姐...個身都冇乜點濕...番到公司又係陳...做到仆街...心諗今晚真係慘...點知下半場晒足wo...爽呀...同d伙記係到吹水吹天光,,,哈哈,,,好搞笑呀d 人今日....又講鬼故..又講笑話...點好意思呀...咁樣又一日...我番工好樂觀...所以都好快過d 時間...平常心ar ma...等陣去邊好呢....訓一陣先出去,...等係搵豪仔佢地食野好呢..真係未知...如果出左去..夜d番黎再加番la...哈..今日就係咁多野喇..

加番下就去左邊先....今日下就訓醒就出左去幫佢交電話費...交完就同叔叔飲咖啡...之後就去左搵阿威...同佢阿媽出左大陸食飯....行下街買下野咁LA...一去到食飯...果間野真係比錢我都唔會再去...但係威媽D朋友話去...咁冇辦法LA...之後我都係冇乜胃口...所以都冇乜點食...同佢地淨係飲左兩杯咁LA...跟住我就同阿威番左落黎....= =佢地E+仲係大陸...之後車左阿威去天龍...我再番屋企...今晚LA哥同佢條女牛一...可能出去玩...等我今晚去完NEWAY之後再去會下佢地LA...哈...好耐冇搵佢地玩喇...今晚要玩得開心D...呵呵......

琴晚好多野做呀...企足一晚...個人又唔知仲乜頭fingfing...好唔舒服...唔係真係捱唔住呀...岩岩一放工...用左最快ge速度番左屋企...3分鐘番到= ="我真係未試過...一番到屋企...你估下我第一時間做乜...肚疴...仆街la...唔係真係病呀...e d 天氣真係搞到我個人唔知點咁...又加上日日唔夠訓wo...個人冇左溫暖又點訓得著...講番做過d 乜黎先...因為我番夜ge關係...所以講d 野有時會夾d 琴日ge野...琴晚一出門口番工...竟然冇落雨...好好彩...一番到公司就知仆街喇...冇晒銀仔...頂..又要周圍搵人換= =忙完一輪..成身熱晒...之後就去接人收工..嘩...個廳旺到仆街...7張都著晒...唔理佢la...番工就預左陳...係咪先....點知一入去...做開花位= =企左一part...之後再行鐘...落去又企...企左半日喇...咁諗住有d 運仔la...點知又係要企= =你話仆唔仆街...一企再企..隻腳好痛...個人又唔舒服喇wo...真係攞我命...最last 果 part仲要企到收工= =救命...真係唔明d 大陸佬點解咁鬼有錢...日賭夜賭...賭極都有錢= =到收工喇..

收左工上面都講左我第一時間做咩la....我宜家就要去食d 藥訓一陣...希望可以訓長少少時間la~~再訓咁少可能真係頂唔順...我有諗過點解我訓唔著...但係真係點諗都冇用...因為真係可能個人冇左溫暖就訓唔"淋"...e幾日都會落雨仔...出街你記得小心落雨...因為你唔病得ga...知冇>3<....就聽我講一次la...食藥先..咁多位都早d抖喇...