心很亂!!

after 2 more weeks then i will go back lol

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i still cannot put it all down,

maybe i will never forget what happen before

i just hope is that i can be my best in Aus

then when i come back i

can be more better then before

again again and again i dont know should i go back to school,

i guess i am realy weak now...................

my mind is weak............ thing are coming

very bad to me now..........

i hope i can find a way

for my self!!!!!!!!!!!!1

謝謝你的關顧　與及無償的愛護

年月漫漫　多艱苦

你也永遠優先擔心我喜惡

唯恐我　並未得到　最貼身保護

i will never forget how good my mother is

hehehe............

今天去送機, my 朋友 have to go la...................................

到了現在才明白time past by very fast.........  = =

2年了.......... he is a very good fd to have in my life

and now two years had past by, at the 最後一刻 才知道要珍惜 every thing.....................

心很亂!!!!!!!!!!  always think that is my fd still like me............. i know they told me they ar but...................

i think it will be best to go back to Australia, at lest i can start a new way again

when i went to phoenix school.......................... my way was dark.    i dont know where to start.............

sooo at that time i think power is the best,

When i think of that............ my path went very bad.................

and today lead the hate and angry to me

i know in school more then 60% of people hate me

i guess it is time to put this to an end la.......................

my fd goes,    my turn next

i am tired if all af this now........................................

go back is the only way to finish this........

i dont know what to write gua coz every thing i want to say is finish   

to day i dont need to do science tese >.<

i want to do the test gua coz i did study  

but i know the teacher is doing it for my own good...............

today i sorry for CP lol

the teacher say he told me to come back is bad and not good

CP and the other ar doing it for my OWN GOOD

i dont know why they did a bad thing lol

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