It had been two weeks that i had not go to school la. even though i like school, on the other hand i found hard to face it. The only thing is that i would love to go back to Aus but i will miss my fds................  So i am still thinking of should i go to school.  To me things are not that easy to forget, i still have not forget what happen the last time and the thing i did.  I know some of my friends had forgive me but now the only thing is that  i cannot go to the door......... i CANNOT forive myself for the thing i did.

    I dont know what can i do to forgive myself. i did just TOOOOOOOOOO many thing bad BECAUSE i hate people at that time. I know all is over, but to me............... is .............. not.............. coz I am very SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!