琴日同琳去左cutｈａｉｒ..個髮型師玩野,,同我剪左個齊陰..個樣超搞野,,,佢叫我影幅相留念先...當然有影啦,,琳仲笑到pk牙..哈ｘ２∼之後剪返個碎陰的,,,5點幾剪完去左食野....行去姑的鋪頭,,文姐姐真係利害牙,,可以執到部6280...係部巴士度...真係好,,係度send歌...我d屋企人實在係太熱情..呵ｘ２∼返左屋企先,,之後先再去姑度食飯.....

今日朝早8點幾起左身...好涷牙,,叫我著多d衫...但係我就好快咁飛返入被窩入面lu...9點30起身啦,,,走左去同呀軒訓,,佢地間房咁暖架....10點先起身,,,洗頭沖涼,,琴晚d水咁鬼涷,,,點沖牙...所以我就較大左個度數...沖返個熱水涼.,.之後同姑姐出去食野....去鋪頭食..同呀ｈ一齊食...人地個個放假前考試的,,,係我呢d咁ge學校揀係放假後即刻考,,,

跟住呀媽過左黎,,接我走...攞左兩個糯米滋走,,好味的,,文姐姐話請我食...返屋企真係要溫書啦,,,又要練野,,浩然deedee又唔係度教我,,變成白痴了....手都彊哂,,,好多野做的...時間可以怎過,,,心中好想你..但明知時間不許可...要我乖乖地留係屋企,,,想與情人度過每一晚....!！!!

今日朝早11點先起身,,涷涷....出街食野..行左去文姐姐的鋪頭先,,係度買包食...糯米滋好味..試食的,,呵ｘ２∼幫佢地係度整電話..去左街市上面食野,,,食上海野...豬扒..飲柚子密,,食完野之後覺得唔知點,,好唔舒服的感覺,,,

落去買密,,買左兩對黑密...呀媽又買左野,,,好濟牙,,我個肚...!！佢又係度買餸...煩煩煩,,,之後打比琳,,今日去cut hair..新開始,,??3點幾先出去,,返左屋企先,,寫埋d日記....今晚大多不會留在家吧,,,因不想再逗留在一個不屬於自己的家....

記住你講過ge野,,係一早已不是我,,,就不應去呃我..我仲要發埋一個白痴ge夢,,點解我仲要相信你,,你過黎示威嘛,,?？故意讓我知道,,你有別人...明知自己心中愛的不是你,,但自己心中都總有一點點痛,,,,失去了先識珍惜,,,我是這樣愚蠢的,,,!！想起你點對我...明白一直被騙...講出一句話來令我變這樣的是誰..一個令我一直在發夢的人,,,,

今晚可讓人去安撫我吧,,不想再讓人傷我心....傷心的時候總會被人落井下石....傷得更傷,,死得更重...

今朝9點比個電話嘈醒左,,跟住再訓返....咁早就打黎,,真係唔知佢想點....訓到10點先起身,,其實都唔係太想起身,,因為真係太攰啦..兩日運動會,,,但係約左人,,唔起唔得,,整好哂d野...11點幾出門口,,呀媽車我出去,,去蘭子樓下等佢...一齊去唱K...

行過去neway..就上去啦,等左一陣就有房啦,,肥超好似唔想同我地一齊去唱咁...對住佢都好似唔知有咩感覺咁啦,,,故意避開我,,,唱歌lu...叫飯食,,,食完繼續唱,,,但係當中加插左幾個人入黎喎...唔知咩事,,,係kid彥同雞精...係度唱歌,,跟住又走左...我地自己係度唱啦..肥超又過左隔離房,,,佢放低左d錢就算...走左..kid彥走過黎叫我同佢合唱喎,,唱左一首滄海遺珠∼之後肥超同個女仔合唱．．kid彥又要唱多次,,好好戀愛...跟住佢地真係走哂啦,,連兩個男ge都走埋..得返我地三個女仔係度唱,,,都唱左好多首啦....要埋單lu..果兩個男ge返左黎,,一齊計數,,,比完錢仲唱左好多首呀,,都仲未cut....３點就走lu...

行左一陣,,,去睇送比樂瑤ge禮物...行去大廣見到有部夾公仔機,,入面有隻大鼻...所以我地係度試夾,,個老細好人..將個波波球放d容易夾到ge位,,但係都係夾唔到ge....夾左好多次啦...算,,走人...我就返屋企lu...佢地去大埔墟∼又落雨,,落雨令人心情煩躁..!！

一日放假咁就過去,,!？好似冇乜特別的,,,又係要開始溫書..功課有d都未做完,,因為唔識做..! ！下星期繼續有測驗..!!!死la..一個禮拜打左咁多次邊爐...實熱氣死啦...

今朝都係7點出門口,,落雨...帶左把傘...唔係咁涷ge,,去食早餐,,都係粥,,,食完坐左陣就行去蘭樓下,,接佢///一齊返運動場...係看台坐左陣就話落去集隊啦,,今日跟班坐喎...自己都係好責怪自己,,,

上返去..坐左成日,,睇小說,,都冇乜心機,,好眼訓..坐左成個朝早真係好辛苦,,,去食左d野..之後又返黎,,,睇班際,,緊張的..win左..食lunch lu..拎飯上黎食,,,食左少少就掉左,,都唔想食...頂住頂住咁....之後訓左一陣,,去換衫..一陣跑社際..落好大雨~好涷,,d賽事都開始下又停下...到我地跑,,都有d雨...著左對釘鞋,,,都預左唔係同佢地一組架啦,,,同另一班...都照跑...我跑第二棒,,跑果陣第三..到最後竟變最尾...心淡了,,,蘭子唔開心牙,,未準備好就要開跑,,,梗係輸啦...!！

因為時間關係取消左師生接力,,到頒獎禮,,,林校長都有黎∼我只在睇,,都沒有說一句說話...4點30放人..自己行去搭車,,返屋企,,好攰~沖涼..夜晚去幫呀軒整埋部電腦,,唔洗返學....係果邊食飯....!！原來我是沒人去愛..冇人愛我,,一路係被欺騙,,我真係傻,,點解會信你仲有鍾意我...聽到你講果句野之後,,心情到會跌下了...原來實情係咁ge,,點解要呃我..一早唔係我啦,,,仲要咁樣扮落去仲咩喎...!！

今日見到你幾次,,,只談過幾句野,,你走都走唔切...心死了,,追尋下位...我明知不適合你,,但我都可存有一個希望嘛,,!！明天你又點去面對我,,對我一般冷淡過去....!||

曾是我男朋友的你,,你明白嘛,,,相信我講得咁明...你都會明,,我可以好愛一個人,,亦可以好恨一個人...!！

今日一個牌都冇拎過,,,做個觀眾,,慶祝別人,,其實心中的感受有誰要去慶賀,,?？

今朝6點30起身,,好快整好哂d野就出門口啦...7點就去到太和...同呀ling食早餐..津津,,食粥...分蛋糕,,我都有...我都比左舊佢,,,壽星女黎啦...講聲生日快樂先,,,送蛋糕∼食完早餐就去運動場啦....

入到去,,坐係看台度,,,落去排隊...比d蛋糕人食..唔知覺得好唔好味呢,,?！?好曬牙,,又廢up一大堆野...之後上返去看台,,陪樂瑤去換衫///返到黎以為跳高要集合,,所以一支箭咁同ling去toliet換衫...蘭子拎左我條褲,,,所以問左嚴嚴借///行到去跳高果度,,原來係女甲先,,女乙未到...好慘咁返番去看台...坐低等...佢地係度食蛋糕,,cheese cake..嚴嚴整的,,,賣相漂亮,,,

終於到左女乙跳高啦,,,行左落去///點名...誼都黎左lu..一齊試跳,,跳到咁la....跟住一直係度跳,,,都唔係得好多人...跳到最後三強,,即係一定會有牌黎ge...我地劉雯都跳唔到118...但係佢之前跳得好過我,,所以佢拎左亞軍,,我拎季軍..冠軍當然係破左紀錄ge(130)黃麗虹啦,,,返上去看台等頒獎,,,

係度搵人跑社際..無人跑的,,本來我只跑4x100..但係佢地就叫我跑埋4x400....所以都寫左名,,之後一直周圍搵人..甲乙丙組都要人,,,之後去拎獎...第三名...拎完繼續搵,,但係發現自己個牌同其他跳高win左ge唔同ge..??跟住原來係頒錯牌,,比左個跨欄我地...即刻走左落去換..換返個跳高....!！

食lunch lu...食左兩件蛋糕...同呀ling一人一半個飯盒...食完飯再去搵人跑,,,總算搵左好多啦,,,,食完飯好快就招集啦，，同埋d人一齊落去,,,好緊張呢...怕自己跑唔到,,因為我都唔係跑長跑ge人....坐係度等,,,到我地果陣我跑第二棒...接左棒之後一直係度跑,,差唔多淨返100米果陣我已頂唔到啦....暈暈地...捱到去終點,,,成個人冇哂力,,行埋一邊都冇乜力...隻腳係又痛又軟,,,慢慢行返上看台,,坐低左...透唔到氣,,丘丘同迪係度幫我...好辛苦...喉嚨極痛,,,佢地話我塊面白哂,,,miss柯黎睇我,,,比左d水我飲..抖左一陣總算好左好多,,,但係喉嚨繼續痛,,,沒有笑容,,因為我覺得係我累到佢地輸左,,,,一直係咁咳....

換返條褲,,跑哂今日d賽事啦,,,可以散lu...今日可拎到一塊牌都算好啦,,,返屋企,,食左d野..就繼續做功課同溫書...聽日唔知會點牙,,,好怕比人話,,,是否我連累,,,??

今日係咩日子,,有關係嘛,,??令我這樣...這樣辛苦,,,好痛好辛苦的喉嚨...你都不會知道我的一點小小事,,,只有在想別人,,??我應被你放下嘛,,??我不值得你去留戀,,???