琴日知道你咁樣對我...都明白了一半,,我真係太討厭..無法要你去遷就我...對唔住,,又係我錯....不要是你的選擇..對我不再要有那一份情....!？?我寧願放棄自己的生命都想換回你的心.....曾答允..為何不守承諾>.??

多謝嘉琳黎幫我...如果冇左你,,我都唔知會點啦...成手都係,,thｘyou..太深了,,

今朝６點40先起身,,整完野就出門口啦,,７點25先去到太和..琳又早到過我了,,買包食,,返學校.....手唔舒服,,,包住舊野....早會,,在睡..唔開心ge只會係我,,你一d都唔會在乎一點.....係唔係,?？？同伴也話我傻..喜歡受挫....!!!！星期六要去賣旗喎..係大埔賣..撞見熟人咪死....無奈,,

商業堂,,聽書...無聊...會計堂,,測驗...唔識∼算做左,,但全錯.....對返個答案..落堂,,中文堂,又被大鬧一餐..未交project...!!點解呢幾日成日比人鬧..係都要咁,,,我做錯d乜...要比你大鬧...數學堂,,冇聽書,,,唔想再有心機..玩訊息..ｄ人唔應機ge..

lunｃｈ..同hiｎｇ一齊食...餵你食jelly...好味嘛,,呵呵....小息係班度玩左陣,,就去左Ａ班...明天又有Ｍ記早餐食....返課室了,,無聊的呀dog玩野氹女友....哈ｘ２∼上堂,,經濟...教新書,,,英文堂..做完listening就調位....成班都是會起哄....我同蘭子坐..算開心,,,放學果陣個個捉住Mｉｓｓ唔比走...要調..我地d書又唔知擺邊...多得大家合作...遮住miss成功擺到書...!！

放左學之後搵呀媽..去照Ｘ光(手)..話冇事,,但係去到睇醫果度...話我有骨質疏鬆...同埋骨又壓住ｄ骨...整完隻手就去買餸啦..今晚食素..哈ｘ２∼返屋企了.....做埋d功課佢,,,,

我再不煩你...不想再被痛罵...你所做的一切有否想過....對我,,你永不要更緊張.....對唔住..sｏｒry..係我錯哂..我衰,,永遠都係我錯..

今朝６點20就醒左...訓唔返...索性起身返學啦,,跟住ｈea到7點先出門口..去到太和,,去買包..竟然見到琳比我更早到...買完包一齊行返學校...今日放假後第一日返學...見到梁siｒ著老西...後生左幾年...哈ｘ２∼

我地坐係宗教部度hｅａ...打鐘出去,,苳怡可以幫我買銀包,,上課室了...拎返d書,,上oral堂,,無聊在談話.....上返課室中文堂,,交罰抄..辛辛苦苦的罰抄....好眼訓...真是病了嘛,,？??地理堂,,又畫花哂本書了,,,此時此刻你人在何處,,在想什麼...??我好想知...!!

商業堂,,冇聽書...係度抄卡敏ｄ句子加上心理測驗...食lunch lu...三文治加上麵....太多,,比左個三文治人地食...小息同苳怡傾計同呀dｏｇ...大家係唔夾,,再一齊都係我ge錯..唔關佢事...我錯,,我衰,,對唔住.....

上ｍaths堂,,係度搞部電話....一個鐘一個鐘咁過,,你宜家究竟係邊做緊咩..想著誰??我這個女子並不值得人去重視..?？？Accounts..miss換左髮型...成班在討論...好搞野,,,今日唔洗測驗,,,開心.....

放學了,,返屋企去...自閉一人..好比齊哇哇...？??我想聽你的聲音,,都是傻,,?？只會比你去鬧...??我愛得辛苦並不等於我想放棄...!!

今朝１１點幾先起身,,,好攰ge我.....究竟我發生咩事,,,好唔舒服ge感覺....呀媽仲話今日要去拜神..我仲諗全成日係屋企溫書架嘛...唉,,ｄ accounts點算,,,死了.....點識做.......

琴晚竟然唔記得拎keｙ..留左係姑gu度...所以一陣會去拎返,,,

宜家到我post哂之前玩ge相出黎先...

琴日去海洋公園都幾好玩....玩左幾個機動遊戲...不過好迫人,,,對住d大陸人..真想鬧７佢...我掟到一隻大公仔..幾隻細公仔,,,都算開心......係食lunch方面有ｄ無奈,,要周圍咁搵野食.....玩到４點就返屋企了,,,,

今朝訓到１1點起身,,係姑gu屋企訓....呢個假期都冇乜點陪佢地...有點兒那個吧,,,,gu姑煮野比我食...哈ｘ２∼Tｈx...最錫我的親愛的姑姑.....跟住１２點幾出門口了...去影相做project....淨係去影一影相囉,,,,我同ｌing同蘭子去油麻地......去果陣都覺得自己好攰ge感覺.....跟住返黎ge時候終於係要求搭巴士..可訓覺嘛,,,真係唔知點解呢幾日好攰...甚至係唔想郁...係唔係有點唔舒服ge徵狀...？??

返到黎大埔２點45..蘭返工..我就落車等浩然deedee黎..呀ling返屋企,,,浩然同我去買禮物...姑gu生日,,當然要有所表示加上驚喜,,我地揀左好耐先買到果份禮物架.....最實用的,,,一紮糖花....好令架,,,跟住去買蛋糕...行返去大埔墟買,,腳一直都好軟...真係唔知自己咩事呢....!!？終於行左好耐就買左一個蛋糕了....栗子蛋糕,,,

返屋企,,係小巴上都可訓著了.....將蛋糕放係我屋企先,,,１２點先過黎拎..呵呵....跟住就走啦,,返過林村...去左牛記買野飲加食,,返屋企係房幫浩然整野,,再寫埋d日記....就開始開大餐了,,,Ｂbq.....好耐都冇試過,怕熱氣.....燒左ｄ野食我就食飽了...收工睇電視....夜晚係出面幫個大少(我的安叔叔)燒..無奈做佢工人.....１１點30同昇叔叔返屋企拎蛋糕...好趕,,,返黎準備好一切..等１２點...

１2點一到,,熄燈先,,,點著個蛋糕,,就入去了...姑gu有驚喜,,哈ｘ２∼好開心的....食蛋糕,,影相唱生日歌....最後同浩然送埋份禮物..就準備返屋企了...見今日有d唔舒服..都唔係度訓了...返屋企去,,,你地玩得開心ｄ啦....!!

自己可以同自己鍾意ge人過生日,,已經係一份好好的禮物..!？?點解我冇感受過..??每一次ge生日都唔會有我在旁...我撐唔住..好辛苦,,搵人幫下我好嘛...仲要我等,,,寂寞到夜深.......

好快我就要返學啦,,,不過都唔會關你事...因為你點都唔會知.....我點你無須問候一句的,,對嘛,,？??

今朝８點就起身整野啦....眼矇矇呀...超攰,,,,準備去呢個海洋公園玩ｌu...到時間就會出門口,,見我仲有咁多時間打日記..就知我仲有好多時間比我ｈｅa住先....哈ｘ２∼早起身...係度heａ.....@@今晚去完玩先再話比大家知好唔好玩啦....!？

其實每次玩ge時候....心總有顧慮...你沒有我知,,,但係我對你有幾多...你心知肚明...你有重視過我,,一次都冇....你有明白過我每次ge感受...一次都冇....你有主動過去問我一聲...??一次都冇......我真係唔明白點解自己會對你咁痴心一片,,明知你這情人非好情人..!!每次ge期望總會變失望..???我好怕每次都會痛.........