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Laura18
暱稱: Laura
性別: 女
國家: 香港
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2011 年 11 月 28 日  星期一   晴天


start of my new life 分類: 未分類
tdy's the first day
actually i felt quite ok
i hope teachers really appreciate my effort n realize i've changed :/
wtever.
focus on TQ for the time beinggg
ga yau ga yauuu

and im so glad we overcame another obstacle hehe
our love is soo strong now <3
rmb
it will never be just a dream.
this is reality
i'm with u :') always.

exam add oil aaa
it will be over soon
then its my time to be doomed =_=

dont hav much to write.
im living a new life right now n i frankly dont give a fuck about anything from the past.
move on :)
and smileee.
ngo duc ge.
ok im not producing anything meaningful so i better stop =_=
will write again when inspiration comes.
where the hell did my writing skills go lol
2011 年 11 月 22 日  星期二   晴天


2011-11-22 分類: 未分類
life is getting tough
but nothing is a problem when we're facing it together :)
ga yau.
2011 年 11 月 17 日  星期四   晴天


2011-11-17 分類: 未分類
whenever life gets tough
i jst wish u were beside me :/
imy.
x infinity
2011 年 11 月 15 日  星期二   晴天


2011-11-15 分類: 未分類
hold on.
well its not tht im sad now.
but i just realized tht so many ppl keep leaving my life.
wtever.
i hope the most important ones stay
esp u :')
dont ever leave me
i hav enough goodbyes.

maybe i should just go back to having a simple mind.
things will be easier.
if life was just school and frds
and work
and all.
like right now
im returning to tht state again
maybe i should just resume living after january
when i can start the second half of this yr
and hav a fresh new start.
rahh
lol
wtever
dont really care atm =_=

focus on dancing right now.
and sports day
and all the other stuff
stop this serious thinking business for now.
my brain capacity can no longer take all of this
haha
back to the days of writing completely pointless stuff

simple life :)
smilee.
2011 年 11 月 13 日  星期日   晴天


2011-11-13 分類: 未分類
its late at night.
im just sitting in front of my computer.
typing.
and i cant stop wondering how many ppl r doing the exact same thing, but each with a different purpose.
each with a different life story.
its so fascinating that all these ppl on the streets r from such different walks of life.
but sometimes it scares me to think about the world; or the universe.
i hate the lack of boundaries.
when i think about huge things like these i suddenly feel so lost and small.
i'm just a grain of sand in this world. its as if my life has no influence on anything.
but i hav to leave my mark in this world.
i dont care if i am just a random girl from a small city now.
i was born different
and i am going to be different.
failure is not an option.

feeling the power of words again.
love writing when listening to slow songs.
my soul feels so complete
and words just flow outta my mind onto this keyboard
havent had time to write in a long time.
i miss the times when my diary was my soul mate.
when i could just pour my every single thought into it.
but now
i have you.
:')
u can listen to my thoughts now
even the deepest, darkest thoughts.

finally, there is a person alive who understands me.

so many ppl think they know me
but they dont know shit.
no one in this world really knows who the real laura harrison is.
all i could do was talk to myself.
no one takes me seriously
and no one is willing to listen to what i hav in mind.
i try so hard to make ppl see past this fake mask of mine
my huge smile and constant hyperness
but they never see what's underneath all of this.
they dont take the time and effort to realize that
i am so much more than just a crazy girl.

i am so much more than just a girl who gets gd grades
i mean
i dont even like studying.
its just a way to make my way to my dream easier.
i hate all of this.
school ruins me in all ways
fuck chemistry and m1
my brain wasnt meant for this
wt fucking use does this hav in my future life?
please explain.
y am i doing all this.
when i get to uk
i will do psychology.
the human mind is what interests me.
not all these boring meaningless numbers and symbols.
get a life, ppl. seriously.

i think tht
in life
there r a few things tht r the most important
1. hav a dream. without a dream u r nothing but a group of living cells crawling on earth.
2. find a person who loves you and whom you love. love them with all ur strength.
3. live. dont just stay alive. live a life. find a purpose and try to change the world.
4. find a true friend. u dont need many, even one is enough. find someone who understands you, who is at the same intelligence level as you. grow tgt.
there should be more. but this is wt i hav in mind right now.

i was so lucky to meet you.
so lucky tht
i finally found THE PERSON.
THE ONE.
who knows my feelings and thoughts.
who loves me without any reserve.
who is my soul mate.
i love you.
i dont just randomly say this.
take my words seriously.
i will make you feel my love everyday.
be prepared
im fearless in love
when i decide to love
i wont reserve anything.

writing wayyy too much.
just a short conclusion on life up till now.
i feel like i hav stopped living for 2 months.
im coming back alive again
yay.
thanks to you.