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2014 年 3 月 14 日 星期五  |
fuck this shithole  |
分類: 心情日記 |
I am so fed up......
why do people have to treat me like this every single day?
what have i ever done to them?
I really do not deserve all the shit.....
I hate all of them
and part of me fears them....
But i think I should just act as if I dont care
then gradually I actually wont care
At lunch I blanked them, so should be fine.
Just keep blanking them
Then they would hopefully lose interest and move on to another target....
They call me fat... ugly.... they tell me no one likes me.... i have no friends.... i will
And him.
I hate him
how could he give me hope and then crush me again every time....
He is such a jerk....
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| 2012 年 6 月 4 日 星期一 |
| 2012-06-04 |
分類: 未分類 |
stay ok for me
:)
im always here for u
i love the way you lean on me
i love knowing that u need me, and u're relying on me <3
u just complete my life
and also completely distract me XD
elit in 2 days
i can do this.
exams nearly half over yayyy
6.4 tdy
i wish i had the time to go to victoria park
never forget such injustice.
glad tht many ppl attended.
i am so inspired by Auden and Plath's poems....
for the first time i could actually connect to poetry.
their use of words just move me
after exams i must read The Bell Jar.
and many more books.
10 more days. |
| 2012 年 5 月 31 日 星期四 |
| 2012-05-31 |
分類: 未分類 |
i love you so much hehe :)
feeling the passion for my life right now
i hav been so lost for so long.
time to gather back my fking scattered pieces and achieve the best i can!!!!!!!
aim high. ambitions.
and grow up.
envy is an immature quality.
learn to love the life given to you and stop craving for ours' lives.
need to write more after exams.
writing skills deteriorating at an astonishing rate. oh god.
if i don't write
my soul would rust, i think.
it's either i dance or i write.
both of which are currently lacking from my life -3-
make plans for summer and make the most out of it :)
yayyyyy
already feeling the sense of success of finishing exams.
bye igcse!! u sucked balls. HAHA.
aiming at straight As for all possible subjects :)
im'ma redeem myselfff
last 2 weeks doing chem and m1
better not get beaten down for the last time
im'ma eat u up and spit u out afterwards
i will defeat u!
i am not a useless piece of shit.
and i needa prove it.
last chance to redeem my reputation.
if u don't like me, it's completely fine
i'm just gonna show you that i'm much more than you think i am
coz i am me.
and i can achieve anything once i set my mind to it.
HUH!
never underestimate me
suckers.
if only i knew where the future gonna's lead me.......
dreams
or
....?
follow your heart. they say.
as if it is that simple. ha. |
| 2012 年 5 月 13 日 星期日 |
| 2012-05-13 |
分類: 未分類 |
| i can never, and will never, be as good as you... |
| 2012-05-13 |
分類: 未分類 |
sorry....
im the most useless and selfish person one could ever imagine...
im sorry...
i wanna make up for it.... but i dunno how..
give me a chance.....
dui ng ju... |
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