tdy was a plain disaster.
i couldn't feel anything
i was just so numb
and tired
and sick of the world.
suffocating....
havent felt this way in a long time
but the tears have been let out
and im recovering now
:')
i love you
tears are just proof of how much we love each other <33333333333333333
i just want you to know thtu could talk to me about anything....
im sorry if i make u feel like i would make a fuss out of wtever u say......
i only hope tht u can share all ur thoughts with me...
gd or bad...
i just want to be the one to support u, but not the one to intensify ur hurt....
im really sorry im not doing a gd job......
the point when ur heart aches so much u feel like suffocating.....
oh god the tough times of this week is kinda over...
worked myself too hard in the past 6 days :/
need to slow down
and eat pocky XD
1 more week till easter break..
charlmane will be back again yayyy <3
but the thing is i hav once again lost an entire holiday
sacrificed to dancing
bfabb, tq opening practices for vshow
interhse dance EVERYDAY....
not to mention history extra lessons -_-
n most importantly
SABAHHHH :DD
im gonna live such a fulfilling holiday haha
then when im back
HELL BEGINS.
trying to work hard these days
to pick up wt i've lost
to become the person i once was again
to be the typical laura harrison n live up to ppl's expectations
i've done it in history already
maths... well. aiii. i thought i was good at it. i THOUGHT. i cant be defeated so easily........ i need A.
chemistry... last 2 months studying it. i must defeat it.then go burn all chem stuff after final exam. i can do this
act 2nd term is so much better than 1st term, somehow. i'm coping quite okay now. last night was like the only night when i worked until 3.
only 1 more test left before holiday....... i survived 7 already :'D
u made it. :')
something interesting happened tdy during debate workshop
like
when i stood up and presented
the voice tht came outta my throat was so much more powerful than what i intended to be
maybe tht's my gift in speaking?
my spoken english has got so much better these days
and i dont even know why
i mean i haven't done any extra work to improve my english nor have i read any books.
miracle haha
guess it'll come in handy when i get to england.
oh... 5 more months left in hong kong....
babyyy.
i love you more n more each day
u r my future <3
we've gone through so many things together... but we're still stuck to each other
destiny.
i really cant think of anything that could break us.
i know we'll still face so many problems tht r coming up
but they wont affect us at all
hehe <3
nearly half a yr since we got tgt
time really flies.
i love the way u hug me. the way u kiss me. the way u look at me as if i'm the most precious thing u hav ever seen.
n i love everything of u <3
u r ever so important in my lifeeee n my heart just takes off whenever i look into ur eyes
seriously
how could i live without you?
said this for many times
but never let me go.
u hav already filled a part of my heart tht could not be replaced by anyone else
if u leave me
it would be as if part of me has died.
not niceeee.
ur birthday in 8 days :)
dont be so frusss i think we've still got a lotta time to celebrate :D
yayyy hehe
just because we dont always see each other that doesnt mean we're a failure
it just makes us cherish the time we hav tgt even more. <3
just
dont overthink.
hold my hand and everything will be ok. :)
not having deep thoughts atm
just wanted to record down wt's going through my mind right now
n i realized that omg i think i dont hav to look at the keyboard to type anymore.
OMFGGGG I JUST REALIZED THIS XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
but im typing with only 3 fingers outta 10 lol
OMGGG I'VE GROWN UP HAHAHAHHAAHAH
high.
byeeee. xd
