a day ruined
food, food, food, almost turns to poison
typhoon, typhoon, typhoon, drives me crazy
sister's back, less space, but more room
a person who hears my story about the hero and heroine, a story all created by myself
abnormal, yet has readers, me and my sister
a disasterous diary, however, i like it
i beg your pardon, my readers, in case you don't understand, do forgive me for the coarse language and the naked thoughts.
給主的信
神啊:
到底祢是怎樣挽回我的呢?忘記了曾經和祢”絶交”過,忘記了曾經令祢傷心過。然而那傷痕仍在祢手上、肋旁;那是切切實實的愛的印記!是我沒留意祢。對著祢,一切似乎來得很自然,什至是理所當然……這些年來,我倆當伴左右,但是有多少次我能停下來,仔細望一望你的臉龐?到底祢在笑,在皺眉,還是在哭呢?為何我總在心傷的時候才呼喚祢?但祢仍是一貫的温柔。祢醫好了我的傷處,而我卻又再走了,直至跌到滿身傷痕後,才再回到祢那裏。
主啊,究竟祢的愛有多深?我很想知道,為何祢不直接對我說?!若祢說了,我再也不會愛別的。為何這句話那麼熟悉,不是以色利人說過的嗎?答案我是知道的。
神的愛在十架上已顯明了,主不能再愛我更多。
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