I am the blacksheep of the DE class.

It is the true.

Just like today, I lost all the games.

Luckily, Sam has told me to do the character that has just a line.

I quite like being this Ruby Robot.

At home, I do a lot as a robot.

But, I can't do it in the class.

I just imagine that I do this, I do that.

But, I can do nothing in fact.

I know, I can do that...when I am alone.

Just because I haven't got brave.

Now, I have tried my best to be brave.

I can't be such a character, I can only live in the world of imagine and dream.

Nothing big I am wishing, I just wish that it can be past quickly and safe.

I don't want to affort such the things again and again.

I have spent a lot during the primary school.

I haven't got any to do it again now.

I'm tired. I just need protection. I just want to be weak.

Strong isn't always a good thing.

I am a lazy person since I was born. It can't change.

A lazy person won't be a successful person.

So, I don't need to be strong, I just need to be weak and someone will protect me.

I want to be a woman who don't need any men.

I don't like marriage actually.

However, I can do nothing about the idea.

All the thing that i do is a failure.

　　感覺上，好像所有東西都回來了。

　　走的都回來了。

　　可笑，是我自己胡思亂想。

　　人家的事都怪在自己。

　　我也太笨了。

　　其實我也不用擔心。

　　可當的多着呢。

　　小小的，不能難倒我。

　　就算眼前的沒有回來，背後的依然很多。

　　我不是說可以放棄這一切。

　　只是我明白。

　　我明我要變得微小。

　　我不能抓緊。

　　那就任這些飛走。

　　天縱是討厭我，也不會殘忍至此。

　　總有小鳥願意留下來。

　　或者，飛回來我身旁。

　　當然，以我來說，會留的，少的很。

　　是因我沒有這本領。

　　儘管如此，失去的還是回來了。

　　那一剎，我差點兒就要呆在原地。

　　實在太相似，簡直是一模一樣。

　　他有着他的影子。

　　我還是會躲在這個身影的後面。

　　當然，我明曉，這不過是幻覺而已。

　　是我太失魂了。

　　只顧着這幻象，一下就給打倒了。

　　他倆真的是太相似了。

　　只是他倆都不在我這個世界，這是遺憾的。

　　可是，這也讓我發現了一件事。

　　我追求的，不是新鮮、刺激，是熟悉、安全感。

　　這幻象也不過是幻象，跟真實是兩回事。

　　我慶幸，我終於分清楚了。

　　可是，見一面，該可以吧？