I found another way to ease my comfortable

by studying ...keep my mind out of thinking

I have no idea of why I couldn't sleep well for so long

I am getting uglier day by day (so many pimples)

my health, too, getting worser

I hate this kind of feeling:

I did want to go back home as soon as possible

yet I do not looking forward to going back now

Dont know why...everything seems not important to me

...

not having much sleeps, I looked so awful

I spent my whole day in the library wif Kenneth.

so tired.. mentally and physically