HI, HI. This is Jamie again. A weird girl again, I have not been updated my for two months long. I am now here to apologize for those who care about me. I am really sorry for the annoyance and the inconvenient. Okay, here I got something to tell you guys, I have been learning how to drive in the mean time. I really appreciate for those who had helped me through when I was in need. At the time I wrote this so-called journal, I was also working on my NEXT ASSIGMENT too. I didn horrible on the last essay, that 's why I WANT TO CATCH UP on this one and avoid an other "C" on my next paper. My final purpose or you can say "goal" on this semester is to study as hard as I can and get good grade on each classes I AM TAKING RIGHT NOW. All my fellow classmates or my friends in high school are now trying as hard as they can to reach the top on their little standing place in their environment, either school or workingplace. I really have to take them as a role model to follow or a scale to measure my effort on whatever thing I HAVE TO DO. That will make my life become more worthy and solid. Also, as I  explore to different kind of people around the world, I have come to know the fact that how small I am and how stupid I am. I mean, everyone has their different and special ability on any area but when you look at yourself, you'll see how little and worthless you are when you were standing next to anyone of them and compare to them. HOW SAD! THIS IS NOT A DISCOURAGEMENT FOR ME BUT THE REMINDER TO MYSELF WHAT I SHOULD DO IN THE REST OF LIFE. DON'T WASTE TIME AND YOUR YOUTHHOOD. TAKE YOUR TIME.