Running To Stand Still.
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國家: 香港
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2012 年 9 月 19 日  星期三   陰天


"Your Attitude Is The Problem" 分類: 未分類

 Got glared at by Mr Pung a second time in these two weeks TTATT, saying my attitude is my problem.

He's right, I've been declining ever since I got dumped, and "healing" has been my excuse for everything for the past year.

But that's gotta go.

I'm improving a bit on oil pastel skills, suddenly understanding how different it is from using solely pen and correctional fluid.

My reign as Head Prefect is coming to an end-and it feels great! Finally I can be that idiot now, carefree and free of imagary problems.

Boys, boys, boys...no thanks. Same old same old, the usual flirting has returned, but this girl has toned down entirely, until the right person comes along and would be someone I can't really abuse. ;P

There's this one I've been chatting up with over fb whose had a crush on me since primary school...and it's fun to see his reactions. Though sometimes I would think he's trying to get over this girl and try to ignore me, so the wait is not as fun.

I used to think that crushes (on me) were treasures I could preserve until I found the need to reactivate them for my own enjoyment. Yeah, I'm a psychotic person. These two years I found that these infatuations expire easily.

If romance tends to expire even before it's experienced, what about relationships?

Maybe it's just not worth it.

My girls, what's up?

Sorry my dear Iris, I'm not gonna use Chinese-bear with it! It's too slow XD

And Fanny, how's being a rare Chinese House Prefect? Is it fun? How dark are the relationships over there? I never estimated you would run into these kind of problems: do fill me in.

I'm working on my DMANED ies and my VA video thing and MY STUDIESSS.

Gosh, I need more time.

What's going on with you two? I see you on fb more now that I need to use my computer for ies everyday, but I do hope that you two are cramming hard.

You, Fanny, for Cambridge; and you Iris, for the best grades in Biology.

You guys can do it! Just message me on my fb if you guys ever miss me :P And Iris, I have stacks of Biology stuff here that would keep you interested for eons. Don't dudettes, studying is simply about enjoying the process of absorbing knowledge. :)

Add oil.



2012 年 4 月 15 日  星期日   晴天


Electric Wire 分類: 未分類

It's like falling for an electric wire

Humming, gleaming,

Seed of fire.

 

I hear it cracking, it does,

Though I never know why, or how.

Again and again my fingers settle down

Just for the shock of singed skin.

 

"A new coat of paint for the wire!

It'll glow and glisten, it'll burn ablaze"

But in the eyes of this beholder

This beauty is mesmerizing enough

In its dilapidated skin

 

I'm desperate to know

The mechanics of the hum

Though judging by that eerie sound,

I must be another of these wires.



2012 年 2 月 17 日  星期五   晴天


Running to Stand Still 分類: 未分類

 I want to eat until food disgusts me.

I want to scream at everybody until they all buckle down and cry.
I want to cut my hair into snippets 
and strut down the street with that insane look.
I want to read until there's no tomorrow
I want to go wild and turn the world upside down.
I want to press a key to mute all sounds
or pull a level to attract all living creatures
 
I want to know what I can do
what I am allowed to do
what I am supposed to do
 
I want to get a hold of my emotions
and manipulate relationships
or just to be content
with life and be Happy.
 
I want to see what a wonderful world this is
with its wonderful people
 
And tie down lovely relationships
and never let them change
 
I want to understand what I'm doing 
I want to do what I understand
 
I want to stop running
simply for the sake of standing still.