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今天 10:00 get up, I am late ~~~ I promise to find T at 10:30 a.m. ....... But it doesn't mind, co'z u don't have time talk me actually......I want to tell you about the reason of my sadness but I can't........
I feel proud of myself because of my patient for your words which have hurt me for these nine months...U nearly can't detend u've hurt me....If I really have to talk about this, it will be a long way...... and I remembered you always say "It's not my business and I don't care! If u are keeping to think of these rubbish then u think by yourself, ok??" I always think of this, and I know your feeling when u are saying these words. I get hurt but my sadness always bring you troublethings and make you puzzled, your anger is able to be forgave,,,,,,,But I don't think the things make me feel puzzled are rubbish....plz stand by my side and think how pain you're if you was me.....if it's possible...........
I've told myself to make you in a states of bliss forever, so I am responsible to keep the reason of my sadness todayto be a secret......I won't explain it, then you won't feel puzzled......
I'm so sorry.....I'm so sorry I couldn't hide the sadness,,,,,,,,I love you so much, tear!!
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