今日好攰呀~~先係一朝早唔知做咩,,,,一朝早起身攪到依家好攰~~~~~~~~~呀!jazz放果時仲要攪到好遲,攪到家宜走左,,冇得拎番本maths書!!!仲有本來同老公去海濱行點知我好攰,隻腳又痛,攪到我同唔到老公去行~我宜家覺得好對唔住老公呀!話去又唔去...但係我話左腳痛佢都係叫我去睇戲,佢好似唔記得左我話腳痛咁...好憎自己點解會腳痛~~~但係佢岩岩又話聽日又去行!唔知得唔得!!!隻腳仲好痛,佢好似唔多在意我講過d咩咁,就岩岩為例呀,我講過話我聽日學柔道但係佢岩岩又問多一次,佢究竟佢放唔放我在眼內嫁,佢好似正係為佢自己咁,都唔理我感受咁,依家開始,唔知點解我feel到佢好似開始唔多like我咁,,佢e+   msn同sms講既野比以前小                                                                  「請不要冷落我 不要避開 不能放開」    唔知點解...佢既甜言蜜語更加俾唔到信心我....冇左佢,,,好空虛.......如果好明我既人都知...都冇人明我嫁啦...算啦...心淡...如果好明我既人都知..我既性格係..."你嬲左我,我嘗試哄你,但係當我都冇辦法哄掂你既時候,我寧願分手..」點解咁講?係因為如果次次我地既關係有問題既時候,冇共同既fd去幫我地解決既時候,我又要去諗點哄番佢?我覺得好辛苦lo,,呢d感情我寧願唔要...仲有我另外既感情上面既性格就係「你一次hurt得我好深...係就算好番,都冇可能好似以前咁好lo」因為呢d烙印係冇可能消失到.......好想唔好以前咁俾人hurt得咁深,,其實我係好難哄嫁,,因為我之前d男友都係好難哄我所以放棄左...