one day i suddenly realize
that i am actually the lonely one
i can't be strong any longer
so i try to escape from my life
but i finally fail
for all those promises
please forget them
coz i know
i can't promise anything
i thought i can be tough
i can be strong
but
everything around me is just out of my control
i lost myself
i can't find my way back
and i finally give up everything
including - myself