沉晚真係好傻哇-0-"睇個d小說睇到5點,,,我諗我5點半先訓得著,,起尼半個鐘我諗左好多野,,我諗如果我死左,,有邊個會真真正正甘為我而喊,,我發覺我身邊d人真係好假好假,,不論男或女,,真既又有幾個???有既,,小囉,,有時我覺得人為乜要生存,,為乜又甘快死,,點解會開心同吾開心,,點解有人咁快樂有人又咁悲慘,,點解會有人怕悶有d人又吾怕呢??點解又會有d人咁珍惜生命而又有d人會尋死,,,之前既我就覺得死係一個好可怕既事,,而家既我就覺得死冇所謂,,人太兒戲la,,你有利用價值個時,,佢就會對你好好好好,,又讚又個樣,,一當你冇利用價值既時候,,就會踩到你冇人有,,只要一把口就可以令到所有人都會知,,一時當人係寶一時當人係草,,尼一句真係講得冇錯!!尼d咁既朋友,,我寧願吾要,,我寧願自己一個,,我都吾會同尼d咁既人一齊,,,我仲記得我牙女麻死個陣訓起張野度,,我望到佢眼角到有眼淚架,,牙女麻佢吾想死架,,但係偏偏就拉走左佢,,點解人吾好好珍惜身邊既人,,到最後先識得後悔呢??反而我想睇下我死左會去邊,,天堂??等係地獄??,,又等係2樣都冇??真係好想好想知!!
20歲既約定我真係吾知挨吾挨到尼一日,,平時成日笑好似好開心甘,,實際上我係米真係開心呢??無人會知,,連我都吾知!!

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