琴日晚...我同俊傾傾下果陣~~見到斌on左msn...我先知...佢返左黎...如果我冇on...我都唔知..因為佢一個電話都冇...
之後我就同佢講左一大段說話...講到好似好好聽咁...其實都只係離別ge話~~
點知佢話唔想聽..仲話要沖涼...
所以我sd sms比佢...
講真...我真係好唔捨得...因為我鐘意佢...不過...我好驚...個個男仔都係咁...岩岩開始果陣...日日打電話比你...你冇聽電話..會怕你有事...就打10-20個電話...3-4 sms..你病果陣..佢會帶你睇醫生...叫你著衫...買粥比你食...怕夜返屋企...會有危險...次次都要送到返你屋企門口先放心...
但日子耐左...男仔會心痕...會想返返去之前單身果陣ge自由~~開始2-3日先打一個電話...你冇聽..就算有冇事都好..都只會1-2電話...sms..msg..唔會再留...你病果陣..都只係叫你著衫...夜返屋企...只送你去搭車...
我真係唔想變到咁...因為再咁落去...我只會唔開心...
我仲傻到希望佢睇完個sms...會打比我...會同我講唔好...點知...係我一廂情願....
我有自知之明...我知自己唔係令...身材唔係好...任性...脾氣都唔係好...不過我要求其實好簡單..你對我ge事上心..咁就可以...
琴日講完呢d野...我都有喊..有唔開心...
我今日仲好傻咁..sd sms問你星期四得唔得閒...但sd完..我好後悔..因為咁樣...我覺得自己好范賤...講離別ge係我...主動叫人ge..都係我...
我已經唔知道自己要點做了...
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