today is the day that america is having it's own independence day just as hong kong have july first and october 1st for china so is a independent day for united states of america....

just a few thoughts while i was wandering off.... (day dreaming)

1. When you like someone, the more of the heart you put in the more will be hurt when breaking apart!
2. Love is not a value but you can pay heavily for it.
3. Love equals to miracles, things that aren't able to happened before, and sudden it will brighten you up.
4. When you wake up from a nightmare, the first person that reaches your mind "it is a hint that he(she) is the one"
5. When there is a new born, everything around seems to be wonderful.
6. For love, we're willing to do more for the other person, this is not sacraficing but the willingness to do for other.

This is all i can think... Talking to my N.Y. friend is greta and amazing I swear... letting them know how i was doing in h.k. and i was telling her how i'm really afriad of being hrut again and i'm afraid, but i know i'm strong enough to conquer the past memories and the painful feelings. Things changes faster than you know, that's why you have to catch the chances when is around... All i know is there's so many questions in my mind like: are you really sincere? do you mind my past? i don't know there's so much more and more... i really don't know what to think i feel so blah and stress out thinking all this questions you know? there's so many wondering in my mind and flowing , is weird when you don't know the answers and all you can think by your self is going to the dead end.... and kept thinking the same questions over and over and over and over and it will never ends until the day the questions are being answered!!!