today was wonderful because i was jinxing you to be die and making jokes and that makes me chuckle it really made me did... and speaking of dating that was good and sweet and it made me laughs and felt super happy.. but i don't think you understand how happy that made me... but really i do not want you to be die or else my world would turn gray... but tonight was wonderful and as i'm thinking of it now, i kept smiling and chuckle... wow for the first time... i feel my cheeks are red and even the AC is on, my tempertaure still is not cool... but i think you feel shocks or annoyed as i was pretend to be "dating" you perhaps if you see me you migt give me O mouth!! *sigh* anyway... tonight was a good night and i guess it is a good starting and a very good memory!!!  But thanks for the fun and the jokes...

July 1st ==== 30 more days till my real birthday... so excited and when i turn 19 you can't call me a kid no more... cause we be the same age for a few month hohohohoho (crazy laughing right now, perhaps i came out from the psycho hospital)