math was alrite but english was easy at least i though so !! it was really weird because i couldn't concentrate at all!! and it sucked!! wow i just need to concentrate better i guess but who really knows!!

32 week!! no one rememeber except for me

i feel like a phony

a person that is not me

i'm out to wander

to looks for my answer

but i'm really not 

JENNIFER CHAN

i pretend to be happy

when i really not

i pretend to smile

when i want to cry

i pretend to be hyper

when i'm so sick of life

i pretend someone i'm not

someone that is not real

i feel shame

cuz all my friends said that

i'm a genuine

now i had just became a liar

i'm hiding my feelings from friends

that cares about me

the only one i want to open up with is u

but i won't

because u don't know how much u hurted me

and how much i miss u

i'm starting not to care anything around me

 and that's the job of a fool

caring is gone

and now all left with me is a cold heart evil b*tch

seriously what the f*ck is wrong with me

i became a phony

when i wants to keep all my feelings with myself

i don't want to share

i don't want to talk

especially to you

i'm afraid i'm always in ur way

and you never tell me that i'm

life is challenge!!

i learned more as i get through it each day!

Friendly's was definitly fun but i can't even get u off my mind!! i can't concentrate at anything i acted like i'm happy but i'm really not and who is out there to care!!

I can't hate you anymore~Nick Lachey 

An empty room can be so deafening
The silence makes you wanna scream
it's drives you crazy
I chased away the shadows of your name
And burned the picture in the frame
but it couldn't save me
And how could we quit something we never even tried
Well you still can't tell me why

Chorus
We built it up to watch it fall
Like we meant nothing at all
I gave and gave the best of me
But couldn't give you what you need
You walked away; you stole my life
Just to find what you are looking for
No matter how I try
I can't hate you anymore

Bridge
Sometimes you hold so tight
it slips right through your hands
Will I ever understand

Chorus
We built it up to watch it fall
Like we meant nothing at all
I gave and gave the best of me
But couldn't give you what you need
You walked away; you stole my life
Just to find what you are looking for
But no matter how I try
I can't hate you anymore 

Chasing Cars -Snow Patrol

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Have said too much
But not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

sometimes i just wished that u can forget everything about the world and just spent your time with me but i know that won't even happened because is impossible!! so i guess i will just have to spent my time with myself!! and friends of course!!