i just wanna died feels like a piece of shits and feels like nothing but if u really care abt me u should chat with me at least i know and i think it migth helped me out thnaks summer thanks for everything and ur sucha  great friend..mike...i want to chat with u but i'm too afraid too and this is a complicated story i don't know if i can or able to explain it to u but i will when ifigure everything out..i hope u will be on line when i'm on tonight around 7 and i just dont' know cna't think brain block so dumb and just wish my self can killed myself...dead adn dead is all that i can think of death is all i want but to be with u are my hopes...idon't even know anymore..life sucks i hate everyone including myself except for mike....who knows who cares my life my way...don't fele like communicate just shut myself down in a closet and hide in there for days and nigths who cares...