3 love triangle can't figure out what to too of course is not me but my best friend... don't kow what is guy thinking about can't always do what they promise.. kinda feels bad and stupid.. want to talk to u but ur too busy for ur games.. or any other thing.. bet u that i missed u more than u missed u...!! so much too say don't want to wait no more..i'm waiting for a abortive mystery i know i won't get any e-mails to be returns since ur bust with everything and i ain't expecting much anymore... don't suprise me much when i don't get any e-mails form u!! becuz i know ur too busy for ur tv games...and instead of typing..but seriously..e-mail is our way of communication how cna u do this to me ??  ur e-mail is the only thing that keeps me alive and u said u will try to talk to me but u ain't on so i guess is ur lost.. not mine...just wanna cry so hard...i know the phone is being cut down but...u don't have to take away teh e-mail from me too...i can't read mind anymore.. guys are confusing don't know what they're thinking and just so tired of it.. computer sicks and life sicks don't want to be online waiting the time go by and ur not around i can feel the chill by myself... g2g and put my self in the freezer and dead i guess... i need to leave myself in the cold until maybe a hot chocolate appears....<3 <3 I loev u MTRJ i won't be online until thursday night 945ish love ya mo han lear ga yut