i saw u in my dream since the last time i saw u it was like 7 month.. since jun 21st and in the dream i told u i like u as a friend and we have to be friends again and it was so weird.. just hope to get a letter from u... and i wrote u another letter since the sumemr was over i knew that u only liked me as ur friend nothing farther.. but i guess becuz of u i found my true prince to be with me  and he is michael jakala i'm so glad we were friends tho and i learned so much from u...thanks ray!!

then in my second dream i saw mike and we went h.k. shopping it was wicked cool wish it can comes true...haha

mike i missed u everyday since the 13 but this week was even more horriable becuz life juts sucks but with u in it it makes it better dky we been agruing so much lately is not that we don't trust each other it just we agrue for something like nothing i don't know we're being really weird don't get life but life is meant to be for a reason...just like the book the five people u meet in heaven

haha i love books more than i love mike JK JK please don't kill me

spencer has a secret lover