life is differcult but what can u say becuz that's the way that god created us...giving us tests instead of like giving us a easy life but for sure i'm sure he wants us to go throught all this differcult that we have with our family and friends... that's why we have each other by the side just to vandicate one and other

i had this crazy dream about mike and me last night no we were not having sexual physical contact... but it was abt school olypics becuz our school was against each other to see which schol is better i was sitting down with jen and then john, mike and meg showed up.. miek spied jen so he came over toward us and so i was really weird.. becuz our school beat mechaniville school for long jump.. it was awesome we beat them by one inches and then later on..i holded on to mike's arm adn i said screwed it mike just give me ur hand so i did that on and off for like 3 times and yet it was quite funny i had to admit...but 3 times mike still interlock my finger and i can feel that it was coming true becuz i know it came true already i swear it was so funny tho... then they called john, meg, jen, anne, and my anme down and there was a fat cheerleader was hitting on mike.. she was poking him and it was quite funny becuz she was hitting on him and she asked me who i was and i said " I'm Mike's gf and who're u?" OH Boy was she piss??? for sure i know she was... and then ppl start throwing foods adn drink at mike when they throw it at him...he started eating them up and when someone throw a big thing of ice cream he douge and so it hit teh fat cheerleader... and then she was whinning and wanting mike to take it off her and mike just like ignore her and it was so funny tho and i said " Miek when u getting teh ice-cream off her make sure u don't eat her fat too." then i woke up what a crazy dream huh??

I got a lot of presnts from all my friends and teh favorite presents of ine is havign sucha  great guy name MIKE... but yes my friend Elisa, Sum, Tori, beth, J.R.,irene,kathy and katie they all got me candies but i'm going to share them with tehose that i love deeply and yet they gave me candy just to get me fat they prolly thinks i'm so skinney that i need some weight to hole me down so i won't get blown away form teh winds.. i see how this is i see it i know u guys loves me so much that u won't me to be fat but i'll share all this yummy candies with teh one i love and guess who is that he is a person that meant the whole world toward me u prolly can't guess becuz...u have no idea whom i talking abt??

At Chem, Spencer, J.R., Pat W, kendrll and Maddie and I had this weird conversation about how this horny should have theyir hand check every 10 minutes i don't go in details for it becuz it contains sexual contact and so ...yeah i didn't know it and now my brian is having dirty minds in my sweet innocent brain..-sigh- but hey what can u say we learn thinsg new every day especially around ur friends becuz that will be the memory of us and this will be still between us until we all dead and bury under ground but it will always be with us.

Sum is going over Will's and if he get all so horny on her and do something toward her but after being immature about it hes going down i will frigging kill him for it and i know it will hurt sum so much if he only want her for sexual phyical contact and not a truely relationship oflove i will despite him if he even try i swear..and if he ever DARE to hurt her i swear he will never be able to see his future children at all becuz... MUHAHAHAHAHA Sum please just be safe...!!*praying* pray with me if u know sum!!

Then Mike and i had this weird arguement abt me going over his house... but.. i can't becuz a39a told anne's aunt not to let anne and i go anywhere except for jen's house and i understand that mike wants tohang out with me but don't he think that i want to hand out with him too... well if i could i wish i can hang out with him forever and ever.. i don't know i just think is stupid we fight over shits that is stupid Wait does that make sense...muhmm.. so confuse..>_< whatever i guess is a test between us and our relationship to be much stronger instead of like....BLAh and breaking apart.. i believe that we can be stronge as ionic bond HEY i'm  using chmistry terms.. wow thanks to mike.. but yet i believe argument will jsut make us care abt one and other more instead of like breaking us apart.. So blah to those taht even try to make us to be apart just to let them know it will never work.. becuz mike and i are so tight on each other like the sun adn the sky.. never can be apart...

John, mike's bf whom always steal mike away form me when i'm talking with him ERR GUR BO GUR BO !!!>__>"

coolestweirdo: gee takin mike away form me now huh??
Dogbert7414: yup
Dogbert7414: i t's my master evil plan
coolestweirdo: talking on teh phone for like 5 minutes
coolestweirdo: GOd
Dogbert7414: now more
coolestweirdo: i knew it i knew it

wow never knew mike was so attractive...O lala no wonder why i fall for it jk i fall for him becuz of whom he truely is instead of liek some guy that pretend some phony and not who they really are...and that's teh reason i chose him since he is like the character, simon in the noval of "The Lord OF The Flies".. yes he is a truth-speaker and he got killed for speaking teh truth....

Mike and i had this weird talk on the phone about what if one of us dead, let me tell u now " the most painest thing in earth are losing someone u love the most." and i know is true.. becuz i know whenever i have a nightmare abt losing someone i love deeply i know i waking up crying and i know even just a dream but someday it will come true.. it just hurts a lot and it takes a lot of times and courage to be heal.. and i swear if i ever lose mike like that i wouldn't be able to stand back up by my side even mike wants me to be tough without him it will be hard becuz i don't think he will want me to cy evryday and i belive that he will wnat me to be tough just as he is by my side..he definitly won't want me to be like hurt but he'll just watch me form heaven if any shits happen to us...i'm pretty sure he'll wnat me to stand up agian and walk...and fall again and get back up and by that time i'll be all hurt but who cares is for the love that u love.." it doesn't matter if we're not together forever, but cherish the timewe had together." in the dove chocolate that i gave mike, it said " Play the Reruns and then play them in your memory." it means keep the old memory together and let it be in ur mind forever and ever... i think if i explain that clearly...lolx...!!!so yes..i'll ttyl

love = everything and love= when nothing is expecting to be return..

< as christmas come around the corner, people asked me 7-thousand million times what i want for christmas and i keep telling them the same answer and the funny thing is i never get irrated..becuz the answer is " all i want is to be with u." > {----i made this quote up is it a master piecs...

i don't get why in chritsmas ppl are in the mall looking for what kind of gifts they should get for their love ones...but i guess that's the way to share love when u heart someone so much that u just want them to be happy and suprisly opening ur present...