it's finally Christmas !! this year felt so different!! prolly becuz my aunt and uncle aren't with me and i got much more mature.. but the most important reason was i got u.. MTRJi got a really cute bracelt from jen and is adoreable and i love it i was hoping i can have something to open from mike but hey i got the charm i should've wrap it up instead of wearing it from december 17th.. but oh well.. life is actually will get better and yesh me seeing him tomorrow so who cares?? becuz is long as i'm with him that's all i need buti wonder if he knows how to put he irish ring on me.. since he is like 20% of irish...who really knows!! i really want him to put it the right way and yet...i don't know how shits will work out when is our 1st try but yet if we're not ready then i guess we won't do much but seriously who knows?? the only person that knows is god becuz he had set up teh path for us to walk on it and is our decision to rather do it or not...it was a weird way for us to meet but now we have to work on our own to figure things out...and yes christmas so be happy i will write more later when i come back form teh christmas party......can't wait till to be with u forever.. and u know who u are??