this year went by pretty fast!! this year i been throught heartbroken, hurt, left in the cold, being heal up, putting my heart back together, having a person to share christmas with me, great summer, friendship are being ruined for jealousy and friends ship are being build with new ppl..

january: didn't have a midterms

feburary: getting to know ray's much better and getting so close toward him tho i will be ending up with a drug kid but i didn't becuz i guess ray didn't want to harm me, celebrate his birthday with him... (not really)

march: felt like a piece of shits...becuz my friend anthony G would rather goes with Jenna to semi rather than me WTF?? but luckily anthony D will go with me..Ray asked me to semi after Anthony D and I paid for teh money :( should've asked earlier

april: fall for this guy named Dave and he broke my heart totally after becuz he lied toward me and just sent me toward hell.. didn't hurt that much becuz ray gave me a rose form teh play of beauty and teh beast

may: meeting this guy name Mike Jakala.. becuz he and my cuz Jen were having a fight and so i decided to butt in since i care abt my cuz and i want to know what is the problems.. u can called me nosy but i care.. by the way that jen told me abt him i want to meet him even more becuz for all teh sweet thing he have done for her and i was gonna pretend i was a guy and hit on him but then i didn't becuz he was wicked smart and realize i was a girl

 june: finals and back to h.k....getting to know mike much better becuz we used msna dn e-mails to communicate....

july: kenneth told me he liked me again and is my sweet 16th birthday...getting to know mike better and tho it was a joke when he told me he liked me how funny is that ?? ^_^ mike and i became extremely best buddy and telling everything toward each other he is alwasy there when i needed the help and he remember my birthday and he would even stay up till 3 in teh morning just to chat with me.. he always solve my problem and help me to egt out of it

 august: kenneth are trying to asked me out  but i turned him down horribly and yet i only liked him as a best friend hope he will understand...mike is always there when i needed the help and we got much more serious becuz when ever he told me he liked me i actually think abt if he really meant it or is a joke...and over at august i will try to go online as the samae tiem as he get on so i can talk to him but he never knows this becuz i never told him and yet !! he been on my mind when i'm online and i just want to be talking to u!! back in NY the first person talking onlien was Mike and we stayed up till like 2

september: school starts and being a junior is kinda harsh.. having all the 6 and 7th grader are taller than me and then i went to mechaniville homcoming with jen adn anne hoping to see mike there but the person that i saw was the person that broke my heart at april and i just be brave and let it get over me and say hi...during at the game jen and anne ahve feelings he was hitting on me ONCE AGAIN!! i said O no he prolly only wants to be friends...jen and anne are good at telling whever likes me or not!! becuz both of them knoew mike and dave liked me...when i got home i sented mike a e-mail just to tell him like i'm not being a slore hitting on other guy behind his back (perhaps i hadteh feelings for him but i just never say) we alwasy have fights abt if i liked him or not!! CRAZY GUYS

october: FINALLY  sees mike!! is quite embaressing teh first time seeing him at price chopper, i just stood there and laughing and he just stand there and being a nice gents smiled back at me and we went to trick or treat togethe ri had to admit he was teh cutest zombie i've ever seen in my life.. it was fun...he always hit his head on the roof becuz too busy talking to me, he thought a basketball was a pumkin we holded hand when we went down hill and i was his nurse when he had a brain freeze and i gave him a hald way hug becuz we were in the car...and right b4 he got out..he asked me this really cute sweet adoreable question but the asnwer i gave him was i have to think abt it !!

November: i'm not single becuz on teh 2nd of november at 830 i finally have a genuine bf...and the person is mike..he said he won't care if ppl don't know, if my aunt doesn't know, if we break up we'll still be best friend forever so what else do i need when i ahd such a perfect guy that can deal with my family problem...we played football at jen's house i met chris and it suprise me and he jumped on me becuz he was trying to get the football mike was like o shit no he didn't just jumped on her.. he was quite worry and then...i kept chucking football at him when he wasn't paying attention...he slipped into mudsO i felt bad but at the end of the day he asked me to gave him a hug becuz i didn't realize Oops SRY@_@ then we met ecah other at the basketball tournament...he did had plan putting his arms around me but he didn't becuz he said I was worry u ain't ready for it..and so i know for sure hes a true gents.. lolx!! welll took a lot of pictures together and i was laying on him... haha^_^ such a drovis!! a39a saw it and start yelling me as a slore but whatever becuz she will never knows the secret of mike and me

 December: my best friend Sum and my bf mike met each other...and we went watch happy feet..we holded hand which was really a good deal... we didn't hold hand in public becuz we were both really shy..then i saw him at price chopper the lady behind his cashier was givng me dirty looks ARGH!! then we went to watch eragon and chris was there too.. i had to admit hes really tall and he put my irish ring on me and then we watched eragon.. it was so much fun with him he hugged me from behind when i was watching anne playing video games..we went to stores and one of teh furniture store.. i tried to pull him up but he pulled me toward him what the heck?? then we went to teh photo machine and on teh third shot: i kissed him on the cheek and he turned his face so it ending up he kissed my lips e_e Oh Oooo!!! he suprised me so bad.. didn't realize he will do that but i guess that's a start and then b4 i go i gave him and he return one back.. it was fun on marry-go-around and getting so dizzy..then at jen's house was fun too especially when he paid for his lunch i really didn't expected her to do that!!! thanks jn i owe u one big one!!! it was fun walking downtown with him and he compare me with a short tree that i'm taller than him.. argh!! then i taugh him chinese numbers and he learned so fast that is amazing... and yet we had some chinese game and especially ho gai pong gai everytime when i'm near him i give him hugs and then one time when i was in front of him... he hugged me from behidn so i can't move..ALSO he picked me up horizantally !!then we took a walk and then...we sat on the river bend...he tried to pull me off toward him.. haha :P lucky we both didn't fall on the rivers and we like kissed lok times and the last one was great..then he eventually get to come over my house and i laid on him and he was my pillow it was so much fun and we watched john tucker must die... O my i've been whipped...hah is funny!!!! ^_^ i laid down on him, make him hot chocolate,sharing hot chocolate, cooking food and sharing food and i'm glad we share drinks becuz mike said he only share it with special ppl and i'm the only one hehe ^_6 and then, we stood out teh cold and we laid down on the ground looking at the sky!! my hand in his giant huge humonguse jacket since it fits our ahnd but it won't fit his hand in it...it was really warm when he was hugging me so tight when i was freezing cold and i couldn't breathe thanks for being my heater.. i mean hes everything and what else do i ever need?? hes so wonderful...and he is all i need... this christmas are the best becuz i have u to be around...and really that's all i need!! i lost my best friend kenneth for jealousy and he betrayed me and i felt hurt but hey that's life

 life is life is the attitude we look at it !!!