This morning, someone woke me up around 8 o'clock... damn... that is early.. and then suddenly putted the phone to great-aunt... out of a sudden i'm widely awake... XD then after breakfast... i made the egg sandwiches... and then i went out and luckily i knew how to walk to your house... phew that was so lucky of me... I'm super smart !! Then at first we tried to study but then we kept going off track.. i don't understand how you can study three subjects at a time.. too crazy and too genuius... makes me feel super stupid... then we played a little computer and then focus again on the studying...then we went down to walk around and swing in the mini park...  I'm sucha little kid and there's nothing you can do about it except just smile, laugh and play with me... (tee hee) Then I asked you to guess it i was a virgin or not..? you couldn't say anything else, just smile and avoid my question... then i think you're afraid to answer yes or not will somewhat makes me upset or be offensive... so you decide not to answer for my own good but i can tell you're so happy when you found out i'm !!......then i said we should get bubble tea... then on the way.. i ran into a pole hahahaha that was so funny... then afterward.. we eat and drink and sat on the slide's step and you said wow we're super romantic and somehow i got some soysauces on my jeans... damn it.. and so we were making joke as the period is here... and so you taunted me and said " see we shouldn't be romantic" (we both chuckle) I love it when you fed me the bubbles while we kissed.....after we were running around... and i said if you're dare to catch me.. so i was running around and thinking hahah you can never catch me... then you caught me one time and then you let go so i started to run again... then you caught me the second time and you said " I will never let you go for the rest of the life." Then I loved it when you hugged me in your arms and kissed me in the dark... so then we tried to ran back home... and then you started late and you still beat me not fair... (i guess because you have long legs and long body, totally not the skills...) So then we went home for computer, then i saw my blog's first page, as i asked you how did you find it... but then you lent over to kissed me so that i will stoping asking... but I'm still very curious when did you read my blog and when did you find it ? and how much things that you know about for what i typed... even my pasts!!!  So you been reading my blog... and then for diner, you're so quiet again... So after dinner, i pealed the pears for you (see I'm a wonderful perfect girlfriend) Just prasing my self...So as you sented me to the bus station.. i continously walking super slow like a snail... hehehe i love how you kissed me every steps i take and it makes me feel so sweet being in your arms... and i'm more sweet when i see you carrying all my heavy things for me... thanks... Then on the bus stop... I asked you if you want to know why I liked you and tell you straightly as I want us dating... but you didn't want to know.. so i will not say anything... hehehe Maybe i will write in letters for you...  (Then as i asked how you find my blog and you said because we have the faith of being together) (That made me super sweet) But I told you for may's rejection was because it was under so much stress and it nearly pushed me over the edge and i know it hurted you so bad for my mishaps.... and I'm just so glad that you're willing to forgive me and letting us having another chances of being together......... usually.. once boys are rejected they will moved on to another girl... and I'm just so glad that you gave you, me and us a chance of being together in the mid-july... So I'm fairly happy... Then as I was walking along the bridge I was thinking... I remembered you asked me something about my blog saying liking you as a friend and nothing more...and I remembered that time when you asked me... it was early june... so as i think of it now... you had been reading my blog since then??? I wonder and very curious...  anyway... for the process was difficult... and the result is we can be with the person that we want to cherish adn take care off....!!!! so that's all it mattered.... tonight is a good night... because of you... and seeing as we talked... i can feel the happiness within you... and definitly from the previous worry of not knowing how i will take things.... as super negative but things ending up good... XD sweetheart.... I really love you... and I hope for the rest of my lifetime can be with you... and hope and only hope for me to be Mrs. JN