P.S. fucking annoyed by mom... yelling at me saying i'm going out with a group of friends that is boys... fucking A.... so fucking pissed off...  and then she screamed at my brother for wasting times... are you fucking joking me...?? then she started to slap him in the face... are you joking me... is not even that big deal?? and for me to have friends... why the hell be so fuckign worry... for friends... oh my god... this makes me feel the depression once again in n.y. or being limited to do whatever i want to do.. are you serious...??? i'm 19... and i'm not a kid anymore... i fucking knows when you have sex you get pregnant... and ruins your life... are you kidding me?? i know all this common sense... and seriously there's no need or reminding me again and again... and there wasn't any needs of slapping phillip... seriously... you said you were tired... so phillip asked you to sleep... and what pisses me off is that you said i don't do anything for the family... are you kidding me I washed the dishes for you tonight... and seriously being mad at someone really makes harm to own self mentally... is a torture toward ownselfs.... seriously... is so stupid... i don't fucking understands it...