after a night of againsting each other... we both are not in the mood to sweet talk with each other, anymore... *sigh* sometimes.. i don't know... i though we both were the kind that cna always jokes around... but i guess we're not... especially when you're not in the mood... that's fine but from now on... i will not joke anymore about you and the other two girls.. and for checking your phone... which made me learn to not to mind your business anymore... honestly... perhaps the culture and the points of view is different... for me as i think... no need to hide anything because there's no secret within each other... but for the hong kong culture might be i want my things to keep personally with myself and not sharing it with the closest....... sometimes i hate the culture's differences...I don't know... perhaps... I need to know when is the time to play or not.. So this is my day...

As I was standing outside the garden i can see lighting and hear thunder and felt the raind rops... for a moment I was thinking god must be crying for me... let the rain fall down and break my dream... (great song).....

what the hell am i suppose to do... when he said there's not a problem... i know there's a bunch of problems in between us... I know the problems are me playing over the line... but what more can i do... nothing much more... all i needed to say i did already... just waiting for the time he thinks everything through to be ok...