So... I can't quite remmeber what had happened in the past few day... but for the last day of august 31st, I met my other side of the family. It was quite nervous.. that day after school assembly, holy shit, so we went out as a group of friends to hang out... then later on that night, you brought me home to see your relatives..holy shit... that night my heart kept pounding and pounding, i was so nervous and everything else... especially when you gave me some foods into my bowl and then your family said wow i can't believe how gentleman are you... it made me chuckle... and i talked with you great aunt.. about you.. it was fun and i tho she didn't like me much because as saying me as a good friend of taking care of you... X_X but then it was just the old generation of speaking.. so yeah then when you sented me away... I can tell you didn't want to let me go and just want to hug me forever if you could XD but oh well i had to go back to campus..

September 1st : the first day of school started..... and seems like our classes at the afternoon made our roomate wake up later... and furthermore...you came in early.. so we can see each other earlier... after school, we went to KT for badminton.. while i went with angel to buy a pair of pants... then you were so concentrated and then when you saw me you seems to lost all the concentration..then... we played badminton... and we laughted at you while you were wipping off the sweats... hahahaha this was great... but then while we go for dinner, and you chased after me and said there's something i want to say to you.... but at the end i didn't say anything with you but just telling you to go back and hang out with friends...but then 10 minutes after and you called me and said you will come find me for dinner and so you came for me and gave up your friend... poor you... but i must say that made me very sweet,,, like you have no idea now sweet that moment it made me and that moment i wanted to hug you and kiss you a lot... but i was very shy... >X< hahaha no.. But thank you for your caring.. and for everything you done, i really appreciate... as you got off the bus, i was thinking i'm so lucky to have you at this moment and wonder if i can have you forever as if i'm that lucky.... perhaps i can ask you that sometimes as a suprise >X<

September 2nd : the second day of school started... damn the friggin air conditioner... it was so friggin hot.. it nearly killed 4 of us..XD so then today we somewhat sat near each other and there's a few poeple thinks yiou and my best friend are dating... hahaha but i think they guessed it wrong but i don't know i think you're so sneaky like playing with my hair while no one around... wow very considerate... and very clever... i like it a lot... although i know you wanted to sit with me in english... but stupid brother in law ... always get in the ways... and darn.... you can't be with me for chinese project... darn.. haha you can't correct my chinese.... >XD (laughing so hard) So after dinner, i'm blah.. didn't like the food and everything else.. and it tastes like shit and then i realized that the best meal i had for the past three days... was at your home!! when you gave me vegetables and rice, i wish i can go to your house for more times... and is not that i want to take the advantage of home made dinner, but i want to be part of you and be part of your family... which hope can happens in the future... *praying to god* for a wonderful in-law family and a good boyfriend, a good husband, a good father XD perhaps is asking too much... but I'm willing to take up the process and go throughout my whole life time with you as i mean it... *serious face* I want to be closer with you and your family... and I feel so sweet when I can just with you, you probably have no idea how sweet it makes me feel when i see you or even see you smile.. =] As i was making straw stars, my room mate said when you're makign gifts for a person, it means it is taking out part of your lifetime for that cherish person.  Super sweet... *@*