I love u much and i don't mean to agrue with u ONCE again over the friends issues and u meant so much to me that i cares so much and i know now i must learn to share cuz if i don't share u with u and ur friends we'll be ending up hurts cuz u willl bad that ur in between gf or friends so i learn to understand and i will always try to be make some sense out of myself I love ya so much and i didn't mean to make u be HURT and i didn't mean to scream at u or anything to make u feels bad and havign u being in the middle of me and ur friends cuz that would be the last thing i ever would want to do u and i mean if i don't learn to share then i figures that in the future all our agruement is all abt ur friends and not abt some other third person ruining our relationship u know mike.. but i think if we talk more and then things would be getting better and i think we can defeat this and i would try not to care abt u talkign to me every nigth cuz i know u do have a life and friends and so do i!?!? but we just need to talk cuz everytime u hang out with friends and can't talk to me and i get piss off and if eels like i got very old sicne then and it makes me always mad and where's the happy jen chan that just stood there and laugh when she first saw u ??I need to find her shes playing hide and seek and i need to make her come back cuz i don't like this jen chan all bitchy and so controlable and everything and i need to find the loosen up JEN chan ?/ JEN CHAN the psycopath i'm looking for u no matter what I WILL FIND U and hehe I will laugh and carefree..and wouldn't worry abt life so much.. RELAX OMG.. i'm pregant and i'm giving labors breathe in and out lolx well I LOVE U MICHAEL